i MISS WORK!!!!!!!!

HI PEOPLE

I.AM.OFFICIALLY.SICK

LOL!

was already not feeling very well since yesterday

thought i could ta han today

so i went to work

but in the end also can't make it

was launching in the toilet

felt faint

and fainted once

only everybody was too busy with sales to notice

HAHA!

but like i said,

IMY STRONG

so i got myself on my feet

:)

but felt so helpless that when kevin came to look for me with da sao,

i burst into tears

moreover sales for me today was not very good

:(

so i left early

heard that sales was ok

:D

many thanks kevin and dasao for bring me to the food court to

FEED ME ( not enough time to even eat )

and giving me medication

many thanks to kaiboon who have been mentally supporting me through smses

and all my working colleadge for showing so much concern for me

THANKS PEOPLE!

YOU ALL ARE THE BEST!

really appreciate it and was really touched

T.T

ok la. i going back to sleep already

guess i really need it

get enough rest and..

TOMORROW CHIONG AGAIN!

HAHA!

BYE PEOPLE!

Comex it fair part 1

i actually had no intention to blog

but i don't know why i am still here

haha

SUPER

UBER

CHAO JI

FREAKING

MASSIVELY

T.I.E.R.D!!!!

i am already falling sick during the show la

but sales today was quite ok

18 sets

CONGRATULATIONS MY TEAM LEADER JERMAINE FOR BEING THE TOP SALES!

and of course for winning the $100 incentive

:D:D

i met with a freaking disgusting customer today la

he tried on the EX headphones (inner)

and guess what happened after he took it out?

THERE WAS A HUGE LUMP OF EAR WAX ON BOTH EARPHONES LA

i almost wanted to tell him,

" Sir, i think it is high time for you to clean your ears. If not, given the best quality earphones will sound blocked to you.."

but of course i did not la

-.-

and the worse part is

I HAVE TO FREAKING CLEAR THE EARPHONE FOR HIM LA

WTF

I WAS SO U.B.E.R DISGUSTED

man, sir, don't tell me you so budget until you cannot buy a ear digger

ZZZZZZ

and to add to the misery,

i still had to SMILE at him and continue promoting

oh man

just my luck

major ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!

and you got it,

HE DID NOT FREAKING BUY!!

thanks ah,

dirty my earphones, make me clean it for you, then

DON'T BUY

waaaaaa

this kind of customer really make me -.-

another set of customers that really make me want to slap them

are those whom you smile nicely at them asking nicely whether they need help

AND THEY FREAKING IGNORE YOU ALL GIVE YOU A FACE

EH HELLO

I KNOW I AM PAID TO SMILE AT YOU LA

BUT CAN BE AT LEAST POLITE ENOUGH TO SMILE BACK???

damn it

give me that kind of face

make me so blood boil

LOL!

ok la

that's enough of rantings le

i shall feed you all with more info on the show after everything is over

BYE PEOPLE!

comex it fair

tomorrow is comex IT fair...

AND I AM SO SO EXCITED!!

because?

I AM WORKING THERE!!!

it is going to be so damn taxing la

but neh mind

:)

i got the games from kaiboon already

AND I AM SO NOOB AT DJ MAX LA!!

-.-

i guess i really need more practice man

anyone want to play with me?

XD

i may M.I.A from tomorrow onwards till sun

cause i presume after the show i will be dead beat

so bear with me people!

i promise a long post with pictures if possible

CIAO!

:D :D

new class

LOL!

i am posted to W16R

haha

kisa's friend is there too

hi simon.

:)

slacked the whole day today

and realized that when a psp is not loaded with games,

it is pretty much pointless

waiting for the day kaiboon passes me the games

YAY!

:D :D

i suddenly want to eat durian

LOL!

durian puff~

durian pancake~

durian cake~

DURIANNNNNNNN~~

wth

i am going nuts

HAHA!

CIAO!

change of blog song..

ZzZ

just noticed that hokkien songs kind of make your blog sound very noisy

i already cannot stand it

don't say my readers

so for the sake of all ears,

I SHALL CHANGE THE SONG!

and in place of it,

i shall put the all mighty...

L.O.W

MUHAHAHA!

later jennifier and lucien gets too excited ( IF )

they start dancing when they read my blog

"BOOBS WITH THE FUR!!~"

ROFL!!!!

XD

anyway i got my psp already

AND I CANNOT STOP SMILING LA!!

:) :)

but there is still no games loaded

ZZZZ

will have to wait till tomorrow

when kaiboon passes me his whole collection of games

YAY!!

:D:D

the briefing for the IT show was really B.R.I.E.F man

so brief until they did not even inform us what time to reach la

-.-

i am grouped with 3 other girls

but they don't seem very friendly loh

i hope they don't sabo me

cause i really mean no harm

nor any intention to snatch their sales la

totally ruin my motivation for the show

ZZZZZ

neh mind

i chiong all the way can le

think don't care them ba

LOL!

off to explore my psp

BYE PEOPLE!!

I MISS WORK!!!!!!!!

oh man

i woke up this morning with a terrible missing for the best denki stuff

i really REALLY miss work man

i miss those super funny,entertaining and concerned colleague man

i miss,

wati

yati

sam,

jessica,

gary,

joshua,

ruiliang ( hao ren/ho lang)

wai kiat ( brandon ) --> ANOTHER ANIME FREAK~

adrain

mr yee

emerson

chris

and many many others i know but i don't know their names or forget their names ( SORRY!!)

neh mind

i will be going back to visit them today

cause ho lang said he would bring me to buy my psp today

YAY!!

THANKS HO LANG!

YOU ARE INDEED A HO LANG!!

FYI ho lang means good person in hokkien

AND I AM GETTING MY PSP TODAY!!

YAY!!!!!

WHOOTS!~

so excited man

NOW I CAN PLAY DJ MAX ALREADY!

see my friends play i so envious man

HAHA

after that i would have to go to sim lim for my training

so i guess my next blog post will come later at night

PAI SEH PEOPLE

OH SHIT

got raided by mum for using the computer when i just woke up

better go and take breakfast and everything before she scolds again

CIAO!

:)

ji ba ban

last day at best denki

I AM SO GOING TO MISS ALL OF THEM MAN

although at times it can be really boring

but we really entertain each other well man

so should i go back there to work during my holidays?

I WANT MAN!!

see whether rebecca allow or not

T.T

i have really fell in love with the song ji ba ban

so i shall put it as my blog song

i know a bit ah lian to put a hokkien song la

BUT DAMN CUTE CAN!!

so for the good of people who don't understand hokkien,

here is the direct english translation

"If I have got one million, one million,
I got one million, my whole life no worries,

Never say nobody knows, say already very shy,
Eat until so big, never sat on a plane before,

Worked so hard for so many years, no car no house and also no lover,
See people get married and do business, got money and got success,

If I have got one million, I wanna sit on a plane,
I wanna explore the world, Hawaii to sun bath,
Japan eat sushi ( treat you eat sushi )

If I have got one million, I wanna buy car buy house,
Eat all the delicacies of the world, who got the good luck,
Be my girl ( thanks to xiaoken@hwz for explaining these two lines )

If I have got one million, one million,
I got one million, my whole life no worries,

Never say nobody knows, say already very shy,
Eat until so big, never sat on a plane before,

Worked so hard for so many years, no car no house and also no lover,
See people get married and do business, got money and got success,

If I have got one million, I wanna sit on a plane,
I wanna explore the world, Italy drink coffee,
Road side eat spaghetti ( road side eat spaghetti )

If I have got one million, I wanna buy car buy house,
Buy shop to collect rent, easy easy no need to work,
Bring dog go for a walk,

If I have got one million, one million,
If you need to borrow money, just open your mouth and ask and no need shy shy,

If I have got one million, one million,
Ten thousand eight thousand take go and use,
No need to pay back also no problem ( pay back money not a problem )

If I have got one million, one million,
Wei friend, you think one million a lot ah?"

THE MEANING OF THE SONG IS DAMN CUTE RIGHT!!

LOL!

enjoy

:D

CIAO!

girl with iron heart.

at 10 am in the morning,

i switched on my hp to find this,

'742604840753273092530630870867'

decode it yourself if you want to know what it means

oh man Bernard,

you learn fast man

although the last bit was a bit off

-.-

so now, at 11,

i have yet,

taken my breakfast,

showered 

or gotten anything ready

guess i am still a super lazy person

so going to get nagged by mum later

STUPID BERNARD ALWAYS SAY I BULLY HIM

FIRST CALL ME MUSHROOM HEAD 

THEN CALL MY CHINESE NAME CONSTANTLY

YI YANG YI YANG YI YANG

@&*^#*^#*$

since he doesn't read my blog so it is alright

MUHAHAHA!!

XP

ok la

i must go get ready already

if not i will be uber late again

ZZZZZZZZ

*******************

funny how i am not really affected by it

maybe rejections does not take effect on my already

a girl with iron heart

IMY STRONG!

:D

and yes, that is a hair dryer

XD

goodbye

time to let go

since you made it clear

all the best to you and you know who.

30 more mins to viwawa session

shall indulge myself there

codes..

i am now with mixed feelings

very happy to clear the misunderstanding between kazaf and me

at least now when i talk to him i don't feel the burden

:D

i did something really bold yesterday

i had put all my feelings down in codes for him to decode

and if that is not obvious enough, 

i also don't know what to do le

cause like i said i am not going to do upfront confession

so lets see what happens ba

i may be disappointed again

but at least i tried

**************

oh man look at the time

i am going to be late for work and i still have not showered yet

DIE

ciao people!

XD

macbook photobooth pictures

this are the remainding macbook photobooth pictures i owe

too lazy to add border to them

enjoy!

:D

zhi pa ban..

thanks kevin and kaiboon for introducing me such a cute song

it is a hokkien song so if you don't understand hokkien

erm

i also don't know how leh

:X

LOL

here is a little insight of it

it is not the full version but the cutest version

enjoy!

:D



and the chimpmunk version!!!!

SO CUTE MAN!!!

XD



for the full version, please contact lau kaiboon at boon_noob@hotmail.com

if he is nice he would send you

LOL

good luck asking from him!

:)

superman had found his superwoman

so when are you going to let me know whether am i wasting my time?

i really wanted to tell you today

how much i liked you

and the certain thing about you that drew me so much to you

but these words that are so simple in terms

seem so difficult to be used on you

the silence from you confuses me

you seem to have some person in mind

but my feelings tell me that person is not me

tell me please if you know

i am begging you...

dear kazaf...

To my dear friend kazaf...

seriously,

i don't know where to start.

maybe i shall begin by telling you,

i know.

if you can recall,

i do in fact read your blog

and i believe that i IQ is not bad enough to not figure out what you meant

but i was in doubt,

i did not know how to be open with you.

i was afraid.

i wondered if i told you sorry would you end our friendship

every sms and every thank you i sent you was sincere

i can swear you that

but i am really sorry to say,

he had already taken the position in my heart.

i really am very bliss to have met a guy like you

and i am also very happy for you to find your superwoman

i hope this upfront rejection would not ruin our friendship

i wish all well,

brenda

***********

you said that i had these thoughts,

"It is really unnecessary of you"

"I don't need you to come this far"

"It's like wth are you doing here?"

"Why are you getting me things?"

i am honest to say

i was disappointed that you thought this way

this was not at all the thoughts that was going through my mind

i was thinking,

"oh my tian. he really surprised me"

"how am i going to thank him?"

"that's really unexpected and sweet of him"

our stiff conversation was a result of my awkwardness 

not because i disliked you.

and another reason was because i did not want you to misunderstand

i really appreciated your drink and strepiles

it really made me feel better.

once again,

thank you

and i really mean it. 

the all notorious brother of mine..

It has been like so many uber LONG years,

since my brother started his first blog

which was seriously filled with bullshit.

MUHAHAHA!

but since this is his second and much MORE successful blog,

i shall publicized his blog here

EH BK, DON'T SAY I NOT GOOD ENOUGH OK

I DEDICATED A ENTIRE POST TO ADVERTISE YOUR BLOG HOR

now this is really called blood is thicker than water

not like him,

freaking link everyone except his own blood sister

-.-

so curious?

please proceed to www.thesplblogs.blogspot.com

****************

totally zero, kosong, ling, jidan, bo sales today la

ZZZZZZZZ

was so bored and tired i almost wanted to fall asleep standing la

some more today so many people are off

damn

and to add to the all so disgusted situation,

THERE IS ALMOST NO CUSTOMERS AT ALL LA

not only the mp3 and 4s section

but the whole entire best denki was almost empty

unless you count the best denki's staff

the place was really deserted

no wonder music was blasted so loud and no one complainted

i had fell in love with working nowadays

even if there is like nobody buying

but just going through the whole process makes me uber happy

:D:D

and PUH LEASE 

i am happy because i can get income from it

*stops for a moment*

erm

maybe for that i am happy too la

HAIYA

JUST HAPPY WORKING OK

so lo so

HAHA

OK I AM GOING OFF PEOPLE

ciao!

:)

helpless

i feel so helpless now

i am really all cried out already

i really have no idea what to do now

lost in the mist of confusion

should i continue or should i just give up

the last opportunity came and gone

without a word, without a sound

so many things lay hidden

yet there is like no way to reveal it

somethings are meant to stay hidden

but i do have a choice

caught in the middle of extreme misery and confusion

i am screaming silent agony

when are you going to pull me out of the pit

that i have dug and threw myself in

help,

the person that who would never respond

****************

the song that is playing on now

speaks the truth of my heart

listen close

chalet and random ranting

OH MY TIAN

I AM SO S.H.A.G.G.E.D

just got back from the chalet

ate my lunch and

BOOM

i fell on my bed and S.L.E.P.T

i never felt better sleeping man

but when the time i woke up,

i felt so sick, i wanted to throw up

ZZZZZ

my throat is so sore i cannot even talk properly

and my headache is like

*WOAH*

DUO COMBO

it feels like hangover

just without alcohol

MAJOR ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

and i still need to work tomorrow

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ again

man

will update about more the chalet when i feel better

and when i have the time

so guys, please bear with me

i am already blurring when i type this post

**********************
wth

my cousin is really the luckiest kid around la

without exaggeration,

he has a ps2,

ps3,

wii

own plasma flat screen tv to play them with

his own room with his own keyboard

and freaking TWO desktops

a piano,

a camcorder

and a mp3

a WHOLE TON of freaking EXPENSIVE games to play with

and not to mention really open minded parents

although at times they can be really strict

and he is only primary 5

S.I.G.H

not that i am not contented with my life now

but things you can't get you desire for it right?

and he gets to celebrate his birthday every year with a full buffet,

loads of guests

and a freaking BIG cake

S.I.G.H

i am 17 already,

i have also never held a party for my birthday

lucky fellow

AND THE WORSE THING IS HE STILL COMPLAINTS

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

ok la

i am just having having a moment of being materialistic

but admit la

which teenager will not get jealous of my cousin's life?

just ignore me,

我在耍性子，

羡慕羡慕一下人家

cause i am honestly already contented with my family.

*STARTS BLABBERING HOW MUCH I LOVE MY FAMLIY*

:D :D

P.S. i hope all you guys enjoyed the chalet, although from 24 people only ended up with 6, i still had a memorable time with you all.

my favourite part of the chalet was the water activity

how about you all?

share with my in my tagboard ok?

LOVE YOU ALL!

seriously

:)

I AM DAMN PISSED NOW

I NOT FREE ALL DON'T WANT TO DO

TAKE ME FOR GRANTED ONLY

LATER ANYTHING THEN BLAME ME

EH HELLO

I AM HUMAN ALSO OK

I AM WORKING FOR PETE'S SAKE

I AM NOT SLACKING AT HOME OK

I NEED FIND MONEY

GOT THING THEN CALL ME

CAUSE NEED MY HELP

NOTHING THEN FREAKING NEVER THINK OF ME

FUCK YOU ALL LA

I DON'T FREAKING CARE READY

IF YOU ALL DON'T WANT TO GO THEN DON'T FUCKING GO LA

THE MOST I TREAT IT AS I TOO MUCH MONEY

THROW IT DOWN THE DRAIN

DAMN IT 

my birthday at best denki

you said happy birthday

and i am already satisfied

firstly, i really must thank all those touching sms wishings from all my friends

even from people that i really did not expect

THANKS PEOPLE!

i specially like to kazaf, boon and bernard(according to who came first)

that made a trip down to give me my present or just to accompany me

am really very touched man

today's sales was ok

so i am really very happy

but today some weird guy came up to me

i thought he wanted to buy mp3 or 4

then i went " hi sir, looking for mp3s or 4s?"

then he went " can i have your number?"

-.-""""

my colleague next to me just shrug his shoulders

-.-

but the guy quite good looking

WTF

did i just said that!?!?

brenda you must be mad

LOL!

but in the end i did not give him la

figured that if he is able to ask for number

都好不了哪里去

LOL

ok la

i am damn tired already

still waiting for my bro to come back to cut cake

haha

BYE PEOPLE!

:D

NEED MORE SALES!!

WHOOOOTS!~

today i will still be working

SO EXCITED!!

not 

LOL! 

follow double i's blogging method

wth

-.-

i know, i know,

SAD LIFE RIGHT??

birthday still need to work

LOL!

haiya,

birthday 不就是平常的一天?

don't need to celebrate one la

wth

-.-"

brenda, you lie

HAHA

i just hope today's sales will be better than the last 2 days la

cause today is a weekend

but BUT

TODAY I HAVE TO COMPETE WITH 4 PROMOTERS LEH!!

one experienced one from creative, and 3 from samsung

yeah you read it,

THREE FROM SAMSUNG

*shrieks and faints from over anxiety*

really la,

i am still a newbie,

HOW TO FIGHT WITH THEM!?!?

T.T

neh mind

i try my best

CHIONG AH!!!

ok la

i need go shower then get ready to go down plaza singapura buy shoes

cause my shoes ber chak yesterday

FYI ber chak = spoilt

HAHA!

i got so many different terms to use

MUHAHAHAHA!

ok then,

wish me luck for more sales,

BYE!

:D:D

******************************

i have waited and waited

but still no wishes from you

not that i don't appreciate the others

but yours hold a special meaning

did you even remember?

happy birthday...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDA!!~

YOU ARE 71 THIS YEAR!!

wth

-.-"

thank you those who actually remembered and wished my earlier or at 12

really appreciated them

even if it is a simple happy birthday,

i am already very satisfied

:D:D

THANKS PEOPLE!

LOVE YOU ALL!!~

oh my tian

so not me

but yeap,

LOVE YOU ALL!!

LOL!

XD

first day of work..

FREAKING TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

ZZZZZZZZ

people there are really nice la

just that maybe i am not that familiar with them yet

so not much conversing between us

but there is 2 big spoiler in the whole process,

firstly,

THERE IS NO FREAKING CHAIR TO SIT!!!!

my leg now very nua la

FYI, nua = jelly

secondly,

THERE IS NO FREAKING CUSTOMER IN THE AFTERNOON!!

i am literally staring into black space most of the time la

excluding the time i actually was playing around with the display set

WAAAAAAAA

CANNOT LE LA

I AM NOW DAMN HUNGRY

AND DAMN SHAGGED

but i too lazy to go down get something to eat le

AND I SHALL STOP HERE

BYE PEOPLE!

P.S if i am able to wake up, i will blog more in the morning

my first day of work

I DID NOT BLOG YESTERDAY AS WELL!!

T.T

you want to know the reason why?

Firstly,

I GOT THE JOB~!

:D

so i was busy trying to memorize all the stats of the mp3s and 4s

before going to work today

and secondly,

MY KEYBOARD IS TOTALLY NOT RESPONDING IN MY WINDOWS VISTA!!

T.T

to those who don't know,

i own a macbook so there has 2 operating system in my lappie

and i am telling you

WINDOWS WILL START TO SUCK ONCE PUT INTO A MAC

cause mac is originally not built for windows

so a lot of complications arise when you start using windows in mac

so

I CAN'T TYPE IN MY WINDOWS OS

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ZZZZZZZZ

ok, enough worrying about that

will try and get someone to repair it for me if i have the time

we will get on to how nervous i am now

YEAH MAN

I FREAKING NERVOUS!!

today will be my first day of work

AND I AM WORKING ALONE IN A BIG FIRM!!

BEST DENKI!!

*faints*

but i need to earn money ah

so

S.I.G.H

i sure go in blur blur one

then machiam gapala batu one

DIE

sure kena complaint one

another ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

T.T

and some more today corrine not working

SO NOBODY GO LUNCH WITH ME

*DOUBLE BLOW*

*dies instantly*

ok la, stop being hysterical

i hope everything goes well ba

WISH ME LUCK BA PEOPLE!!

:D:D

oh by the way,

those who wants to buy mp3 or 4, 

please proceed down to takashimaya 4 floor best denki

i will personally serve you :D

BYE PEOPLE!

P.S may not be able to blog for quite some time because of work and chalet. Promise i will try to blog in the morning before work la. but no guarantees ok!

P.S photo owed,

sorry guys

I AM SO SORRY PEOPLE!!

for not blogging yesterday

>.< color="#ff0000" size="4">I AM GAMING!

MUHAHAHAHA!

those who know me long me long enough will know,

that i am not much of a gamer

but people change right?

hmmm.

HAHAHA!

so those who want to game with me,

please leave a message on the tagboard

and we shall all play together!

ALRIGHT MAN!

ok,enough of that,

LOL!

so...

to compensate for the loss of post yesterday,

i shall post a little this morning

then update you all with my outing and interview

do not expect much pictures taken

cause

cause.
.
.
.
.
.
.
MY PHONE EXPLODED!!!

yeah right

-.-

LOL!

actually it is because i forgot to charge my phone la

HOW CAN I FORGET!?!?

T.T

neh mind

i will try to coop kaiboon's phone to take photos la

cause his is cybershot

MUHAHAHAHA!

may the power be with me!

ROFL!

wth

-.-"

OH MY TIAN!!

LOOK AT THE TIME!!

I AM SO LATE!

better get going

LATER PEOPLE!

:)

working at...?

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

IMA SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TIRED!

had a ghostly encounter today

i don't dare to elaborate more

DAMN FRIGHTENING!!

i am so afraid that i went down to bugis to pray straight after school

-.-"

charis was very afraid too so she came down with me

evidence,



my interview for sony is on wednesday,

selling sony walkman..

same day in which i going out to celebrate my early birthday leh

T.T

then if i take the job, i will not be able to celebrate my actual birthday la

CAUSE I WILL BE WORKING!!

T.T

i am most properbly be working at takashimaya best denki,

but everybody say the system there very strict

cannot even drink water at frontdesk

so scary

-.-"

another alternative is to work at sim lim

but but BUT

SIM LIM LEH

the place where (no offence) alot of ah beng goes la

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

so which place should i take up?

HAIYA!

WHATEVER LA

IMA TIRED

DON'T CARE LIAO

S.L.E.E.P

P.S. LOL! i say sleep but always ended up not sleeping one. HAHA! photo owed,

coincidence?

the main purpose of blogging again today is,

I SAW SOMEONE THAT LOOK FREAKISHLY SIMILAR TO ME!!!!

same hair,

same bangs,

same dressing style,

same face!!!

then i remembered two to three days ago,

Kazaf and Ralph also messaged me to say they see someone that look like me

WTF

DAMN CREEPY CAN OR NOT!?!?

some more now 7th month

T.T

i don't even dare to look into her eyes la

and i did something really dramatic man

i dug for my sunglasses and quickly wore them

i also cannot explain why i am so afraid of her

but imagine your so called "clone" shopping next to you

SCARY OR NOT!?!?

oh my tian

*faints*

and when i thought that is enough of weird happenings in a day,

i came back to realise,

the online friend that offered me a job opportunity to work in the upcoming IT fair,

IS CHARIS'S SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIEND

*faints again*

WTH

WHY ALMOST ALL MY ONLINE FRIENDS ARE ALL SOMEWHAT CONNECTED TO ME?

take a very good example,

Kazaf is also connected to me through weixian

LOL!

i finally revealed it

HAHAHAHA

wth

i think my world is going bonkers already

SOMEONE PLEASE AUTO FOCUS IT FOR ME!!!


P.S. photo owed,

happy birthday kevin

on 10 of august 1988,

a wonderful baby arrived on this world.

his name was KEVIN NG YONG KIAT

three years later, another baby arrived in this world

and her name was BRENDA KOO QIAO HUI

they both don't know the existence of each other

until a certain day they were introduced to each other

at hong kah north Chinese orchestra

he had been a loyal friend to brenda

and very good brother too

and today, after living 20 years on earth,

it is once his birthday again

i realized i never taken any picture with you, you know kevin?

neh mind,

since we are going out on 13 to celebrate us august babies's birthdays,

i am sure not to let you off!

MUHAHAHAHAHA!

so before i give you your actual present on 13,

here's a little something first



祝你和大嫂永远甜甜蜜蜜，早日开枝散叶！！

哈哈哈哈哈哈！

happy birthday,

my dear friend, kevin...

before the day comes to an end,

happy birthday singapore!

although my mood isn't the best when typing this post,

i still wanted to wish our country happy 43 birthday

i really don't know what i am doing man

am i making things worse?

it just started to make some improvements

then because of my insecurtiy,

i made it worse then before

brenda, are you a fool?

like what i wrote in my msn personal message.

"DUMBASS.FOOL.IDIOT.ASSHOLE damn it, you just don't get it"

i really cannot get you to see

what i really feel

i hate to pretend i don't care

but what can i do?

i am not a person that takes initiatives

and you may not be one who does too

maybe i should just forget it

and we both go back to our own worlds

holy virgin

wow

i am so shagged now

just came back from plaza singapura

waited 2 hours alone for kisa

first time i walked up and down the escaltor of shopping centre

with nothing to do man

after she arrived,

we went to buy her cargo pants

then went on to take some french soup and crepe

when were at that,

charis told me something,

Guy A : " why i cannot touch you? you think you some holy virgin meh!"

Girl A : " yeah. maybe i mother mary recarnate!"

HAHAHAHA!

ok

lame

-.-"

haiya

i am in a lost now

i also why am i doing all these

to cover up i guess?

whatever la.

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is it me,

or are kazaf you ignoring me?

maybe i am too sensitive ba

but i really don't want to lose a friend

what did i do wrong?

please tell me..

stay tuned!

yo people!

i may be really busy today so post may come quite late

so before i leave house

i shall blog a little first

for those who are dying of boredom and needs something to read

MUHAHAHAHA

wth

-.-"

HEY...

did you all notice something?

i really like using this,

wth

the a

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or a -.-"

HAHA!

habit already

ok la people

i need go get ready to go out already

before my mum screams at me again

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

ADIOAS!

P.S. photobooth pic,

new blog song

was reading hafiiz's blog

AND I AM SO ADDICTED TO THE SONG

i was already addicted the last time i heard it

but i thought it was not very nice to take people's blog song and put as yours right?

BUT I CANNOT TA HAN READY

I WANT IT IN MY BLOG!!!!!

sorry hafiiz for ks - ing

cause i just love the song too much le

:)

080808

*AFTERNOON*

today is the

8th OF AUGUEST 2008!

what so great about it you ask?

IT IS 080808 LA!

NICE RIGHT!

LUCKY DAY!

later ask mummy go buy 4D

LOL!

-.-

for non chinese, 8 pronounced in chinese is call ba,

which sounds like fa,

which means posperity.

HAIYA,

in short,

8=ba=fa=prosperity

simple right?

-.-"

Not only that, today is the opening of Olympics





wth. look at the size of the stadium -.-"


gong gong should be super excited now

he waited for a whole year to watch this

hope this year's one won't disappoint him

:D:D

had really boring lesson today man

damn it, "edge of chaos"

major =.="""""""""""""""""""

it was talking about the chaos theory,

a theory that is refered by man to predict certain dynamic systems

TSK

shall not bore you all with more theory

but for those who are interested to find out more,

which i highly doubt anyone will,

please proceed to

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chaos_theory

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*night*

was trying to send the hilton hotel talk rj just now

mailbox was full so i cannot send through mail

-.-"

i literally spent 20 mins clearing my email

guess that teaches me a lesson

DELETE YOUR MAIL AFTER READING

oh man.

it is the same routine man.

select all,

delete

permernetly deleted

x_x

wth

watched the olympic opening just now

really like national day parade la

ONLY

100 times better

-.-

they had damn cute fireworks la!

all smiley faces one

like this >>> :)

CUTE RIGHT!?!?

speaking of fireworks,

there is fireworks today at the esplanade there too la

but no one wants to go

so cannot go

T.T

ok la.

shall end here

before it passes 12

cause by then it will be tomorrow's post right?

haha

P.S. i have decided to reveal the photobooth pics one by one with every post.
watch out for them! LOL! XD

LOL! me trying to kill ralph. he asked me to do it -.-"


oh i forgot to mention in my last post, the theme for that day's party was back to school.

So that depends why we were in school uniforms right?

MUHAHAHAHA

CIAO!

:D:D

sorry people

i have just realized something

once you stop blogging,

you kind of get lazy to blog again

or is it only me?

lol

maybe ba

today i skipped lesson again

over slept

-.-"

but i went to school specially to give horny yeo his pressize la!

so nice right?

wth

-.-"

then we went to cwp's mac with charis, weixian and junhu to discuss about the chalet

I TELL YOU MAN

NEVER EVER BE THE ORGANISER OF A CHALET

damn pek chek

or maybe cause i want our last gathering to be perfect?

then went on to sheng siong to check out the prices

JUNHU WAS LIKE LOUD SPEAKER LIKE THAT LA!

blast until don't know where

LOL!

but damn funny la he,

good entertainment

HAHA!

weixian machiam emo one corner never talk one

then come on msn so active

-.-"

LOL!

so we walked around, played a fool

and found out that....

WE ARE OVER BUDGET ALREADY LA

Zzz

then still got people don't want to pay

-.-

wanted to blog yesterday

but like i said,

was too lazy

BUT YESTERDAY WAS FUN FUN FUN LA!

we had confession time

and we all laughed damn hard on alot of confessions la

AND WE CAMWHORED AWAY!!

WHEEEEEEEE~

i wore a dress that day

feel so weird la

maybe too long never wear ready

-.-

shall post some up for you all to anticipate the rest

will have to wait if you want to see more

cause ima feeling damn lazy


renuka,me,kisa and ralph


farhana,ralph,vincent,estelle,me and jenn


us again! :D


bestie and me! :D:D


woah my face -.-"

my shagged look after all the photo taking LOL!


of course,

after the effort of dressing up,

must zi lian abit right?

LOL!

wth

-.-"

pardon the unglam background

lol

was in my grandma's room taking the photos

LOL








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I LIKE IT DAMN MUCH LA!

lol.

happy anticipating for the next post ba!

if i am not lazy

HAHA!!

XD

P.S. my hp batt was too low to take photos in sheng siong today. Kisa took some but i am not sure whether she will post it up on her blog. For more information, please proceed to http://www.watashiwas-kisa-desu.blogspot.com/.

P.P.S WTH! WANTED TO BLOG BEFORE 12 BUT I MISSED IT AGAIN! LOL! too lazy to finish my blog post in time la. SORRY PEOPLE!

happy happy day

wth

i did not skip lesson in the end

daddy said no way

-.-"

ok so i stayed on

AND IT IS THE WORSE DECISION OF MY LIFE

THE FACI WAS DAMN FARKED UP

oh man what a bitch

ask any W35Eans and they will so agree with me

Zzzz

ARGHHHH

don't want to talk about her already

make my blood boil only

Sheesh i am feeling freakishly sleepy right now

but my mind just can't stop running wild

-.-

my mind is like a independent mechanism from my body

I WANT TO SLEEP LA

dumbass

:):):):):):):):):):):):)

don't ask me why i add so many smiley faces here

i also don't know

i am just feeling very happy now

cause

HAIYA a lot things la

:D:D

everything seems right today


except for the farked up faci

and my sudden disappearance of my dad

which we eventually realized he was sleeping

thats why he did not pick up the phone

-.-

HAPPY DAY FOR CHIKAKO!

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

COUNTDOWN: 11 more days

what am i going to do on that day?

no plans yet man

the most go shopping alone again

which is not a bad idea after all

:D:D

HAPPY!!~

LALALALALALALALA~

TIME TO PON

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

we decided to pon today's lesson!

the faci is so -.-" man

HAHA

i skipped so many lessons already

guess i am not a very good girl after all eh?

XD

wth

WAAAAAAAAAAA

but i still need to go over to plaza singapura later

Zzzz

dumbass gave me the wrong prescription for my contact lens

my left is super blur

-.-"

tell you all something ok?

haha

I FORGOT TO BRING MY LAPTOP CHARGER TO SCHOOL TODAY!

and my macbook's batt life only left with 18%

LOLLOLLOL

but we are ponning so i guess it is alright?

:X

AH HAHA

oh man,

this better not get exposed to my aunt, bro or mum

if not they will love me loads

NOT!

:X

thank you :D

Firstly,

my purpose of doing this post,

is to thank someone

a totally stranger that showered me alot of care and concern

without even knowing each other well

thanks kazaf

SEE I SO GOOD

THANK YOU HERE MAN

XD

but i really still quite startled that we are somehow connected through him la

a person that i didn't expect

HAHA

it is scary one ok?

so creepy that i have to include it in this post

HAHA

i must say i am very disappointed with a lot of things and people today

i guess i am too paraniod ba

EH WAIT

don't tell me i am having

having

HAVING
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MENOPAUSE!?!?!?

NOOOOOOOOOOOO~~

haha

just kidding

XD

sigh

i think i should give myself a slack man

thinking too much and stressing myself out too much

shall let all things FLY AWAY!

and the all mighty chikako will return to her palace of sweet dreams

ok

lame

-.-"

NIGHTS PEOPLE! :D:D

freedom

POST REMOVED BECAUSE I REALIZED IT WAS ONE OF MY MANY ACTS OF WILLFULNESS.

I APOLOGISE TO MUMMY FOR SAYING ALL THAT

I THINK YOU ARE STILL THE BEST MUM EVER

我的存在对你来说真的这么无谓吗？

a sincere wish

Dear………….

i have just realized something today

and it has devastated me a lot

i really have no idea what to say

you really start to frighten me

your actions

your behaviour

your character...

so many things i believed in you are now in doubt

i really don't know whether you speak the truth

but i still care for you

and that concern is genuine

i don't want you to let your fantasies consume you

we live in a practical world

and fantasizing only brings us to doom

and never to happiness

don't dwell on it anymore

why not try to let go and look at reality

it may not be as bad as you think it is,

in your little darkness of denial

i may write things about how unfair my life is at times

and how much i hate my family at times

but as time passes,

i realized that my family is the closest to my heart

亲情可贵啊

this is a fact that many denies

家家有本难念的经

i totally agree that at times whatever your family does will seem unfair to you

but who are the closest to you in the end?

it will eventually be your family

i hope you will truly understand the meaning of this post dedicated to you

i am really not trying to put you down

like i mentioned above,

my care for you is genuine

i really wish that you will be happy

even if you might think that we are not very close

and i have no right to comment

I still think there is a need to do this

i may not know anything

but one thing i know for sure

you are suffering

and it pains me to see you this way

believe me or not,

it hurts

treasure yourself

for then you will truly taste the sweetness of bliss.

Sincerely wishing,

chikako

dream

i had a very weird dream last night

it kind of made me waking up feeling...........

yeah, hurt.

i told myself,

"today's boon kiat's(my bro) birthday, i should stay happy..."

but it kind of gets into me

what happens if it comes true?

i had mentioned before that my dreams do come true at times

i am really afraid now

afraid that......

i don't want to...

sigh

it happened alot of times already

i don't want it to happen again

why is it always this unfair?

how many times must i get hurt because of these matters?

i know it is totally stupid and bimbotic,

to always talk about matters of the heart

but this is the only place i can do it...

P.S 我只能默默的看着你去爱另一个人

signing off at 12.04 pm