before the day comes to an end,

happy birthday singapore!

although my mood isn't the best when typing this post,

i still wanted to wish our country happy 43 birthday

i really don't know what i am doing man

am i making things worse?

it just started to make some improvements

then because of my insecurtiy,

i made it worse then before

brenda, are you a fool?

like what i wrote in my msn personal message.

"DUMBASS.FOOL.IDIOT.ASSHOLE damn it, you just don't get it"

i really cannot get you to see

what i really feel

i hate to pretend i don't care

but what can i do?

i am not a person that takes initiatives

and you may not be one who does too

maybe i should just forget it

and we both go back to our own worlds