good bye W35E

天下无不散之宴席。

sigh

next week will be the last week that we will be together as

W35E

to be honest,

i am really going to miss this class

miss the class's activeness

miss the class's craziness

miss the class's laziness

miss the class's bullshitting

miss the class's horniness

and miss.....

HAIYA

EVERYTHING LA!

just the thought of it makes my heart break

W35E I AM GOING TO SO MISS YOU!!

funny how we prayed so hard for the semester to end faster

but know we are all here missing each other

i guess there is still this invisible bond that we are not able to break

no matter how much we querall

no matter how much we fight

we are always one big family

a family full of hidden loves

i really wish that even after we break up

we will stay in contact with each others

to W35E

all the best for the following roads

if in anytime you are in need of help

think of the W35E family

i am sure there is always someone who will reach out a helping hand

whether it being getting of ppt (opps)

or to find someone to talk to

at least you know brenda will be there

so long W35E

you will always linger in my heart

and those of W35Erians i'm sure.

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you have already been a subconsious obsession

it is scary

if you know

please tell

confusion really frightens me..

so close yet so far

*updates*

just as i posted this post

you said things to hurt me again

haiya

don't care already

too sleepy to think anyway

but at least i know where is my stand

damn

shall go to sleep soon

before i oversleep and miss my ut

oh man,

forget it la

going to fail anyway...

WHATEVER

DON'T WANT TO KNOW

DON'T CARE

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so close.................

yet

so far.

when will you ever realize?

it hurts to see your actions

hurts to hear what you say

hurts every time you do those things

although we are still talking

you seem unaware

i must be honest to say

i will not confess

cause i am just a big fat coward

i am afraid of losing the current relationship we have

i guess this another doomed fate

all because i lack the courage

and you lack the ability to sense it

so close, so close

and still so far

suddenly thought of doing this

so i did it

too stressed studying for ut already

-.-

WHOOOO~~

wth

i did not buy my laptop bag again

T.T

intended to buy it today but i did not have enough money

-.-

sigh.

i guess i must make a trip back again.

T.T

bought a high cut socks while charis bought her japanese school bag

her was a totally of $60!!!

WAAAAAAA

EXPENSIVE!!

@.@!!~~

mine was $15

:)

i am so going broke already

only left with $50 for 2 weeks

ARGH

how can i survive man

*bangs head on some random pole nearby*

WHY DIDN'T I STOP MYSELF FROM SPENDING!?!?

*cries*

T.T

i guess i can only wait till my pay is out

which is like don't know how many zillion years later

SIGH.

so now i have a decision to make

should i buy the super expensive but super good quality lappie bag?

or should i just buy a cheap lappie bag then change again when it spoils?

hmmm

ARGHHHHHHHH!!~~

i hate to make decesions like these

Zzzz

oh before i forgot

guess who we saw today at town

HEH HEH

it is almost impossible to guess man

WE MET STEVEN LIM!!!!!!!!

@.@"""""

really 0.0 la

he was still as think skinned as ever

was doing some random survey thingy on the streets

he was talking to a poor girl like NON-STOP!?!?

i pity the girl man

HAIZ

even caught him singing and dancing to the random music blasting nearby

-.-"""

want evidence?

HEH HEH

HAVE!!!

SEE



the girl is so ke lian hor

if he approach me,

i think i would most probably,

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*following actions all took place in the sick mind of brenda*

*have no intention of doing it on actual situation*

tell him to F*** off,

kick his all so manly goins

and then stick his pen up his ass

NOT!

HAHAHAHAHA

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wth

i am indeed sick in the mind

-.-

anyway,

camwhored with charis in the toilet

i had bad hair day so that explains my tied hair

and a terrible pimple outburst

so bear with the ugliness

LOL!





think i shall end here and go do my untouched rj

oh that reminds me,

i have science UT tomorrow

T.T

another sleepless night for brenda

SIAN!

ciao.

P.S. didn't want to post up the pictures taken at ramen ten cause i
thought it will bore you all out of your socks. For further information,
please proceed to charis's blog at www.watashiwa-kisa-desu.blogspot.com

P.P.S I changed my blog layout already although there is still much to be done

Bear with me people! :X

BLOG IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION

POST CAN STILL BE READ

BUT PLEASE BEAR WITH THE UGLY LAYOUT

SORRY FOR INCONVENIENCE CAUSED

anticipation

WHOOTS!


i am done with vampire knight season 1


NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE


can't wait for season 2 to come out man!


anticipating.


charis is helping me do my blogskin


THANK YOU SO SO MUCH MAN


YOU ARE THE BEST!


i created a backgound for it


hope it turns out well


:X


she say she is helping me do a picture for the header i think


OH MY TIAN I CAN'T WAIT!


wonder what is she doing?

Hmmm


anticipating.


My birthday is coming


wonder how will it be celebrated this year?


hope it will not be like 2 years ago where nobody remembered


anticipating.


WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA


i am full of anticipation


wonder what are all the results


CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT!!


:D:D

vampire knight

just finished cooking and eating dinner


THE WEATHER DAMN HOT MAN


i can sweat a whole reservior


-.-


as charis is so addicted to fate stay night,



I AM HOOKED ON TO VAMPIRE KNIGHT!!







i know i know,


where have i been right?


most properbly still watching powerpuff girls

NOT!

LOL

i finally gathered the courage to watch it after so long


i though it was going to be scary


silly me


damn nice


next up


FATE STAY NIGHT!


lol


charis, wait for me!!!!!!


XD

ARGH


my mentrual cramps are back


i am dying soon le


bid farewell to me


Zzzzz

roti prata block festival

SHAGGED


today's performance was ok i guess?


but guess what was the festival?


"WELCOME TO ROTI PRATA BLOCK FESTIVAL!"


-.-"


and they literally serve prata for dinner


another -.-""""


sorry for the lack of pictures


can't take any during performing


like duh right?


haiya


too lazy already


shall update with more interesting matters next time


adioas my children!

-.-""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""


P.S. things will alway stay the way it is unless someone is to take the initiative. if you are the guy, do it.

female version of yoga lin

was randomly surfing the web just now


and i found this,





doesn't she remind you all of someone?


i think she look so much like lin you jia la!



*PERSONAL OPINON PERSONAL OPINON*

sick sick sick

sick, sick,SICK

down with major flu

but tomorrow need to be present for performance

sigh

something pissed me off really badly today la

due to my flu and the medication mummy gave me the night before,

i sleep through my morning and was late for school

but i skipped lessons twice for computing ready so i need to go

SIGH

but when i went to school,

THE FREAKING FACI STILL MARKED ME ABSENT

WTF

i ask weixian to tell faci that i will be coming over later

faci said ok

BUT

he did not warn me that after 11.30 i will be marked as absent

he told me only when i just reached school

-.-"

I WAS SO FREAKING PISSED LA

i rushed all the way to school just to get marked X

thanks ah faci

then something happened at home so i rushed back

no point staying right?

ZZZ

felt so helpless i cried la

then things at home is also giving me so much stress

i want a break seriously

i felt so stress till silent tears rolled down my cheek when i was in the bus

the uncle in front of me was STARING

as if he saw mas selamat like that

-.-"

so paiseh la

hope everything will just settle by itself

i am a human

not superman

i cannot hold on for very long

one of these day i will burst

sigh

shall go back to hibernation mode

ZZZZZZZZZZZ

fucking practical world

i am feeling freakishly pissed off now.

fuck you people who thinks attention seeking is bad

i am tell you in the face

I WANT IT

I WANT THE ATTENTION

i hate the feeling when you feel really down

then nobody comes comfort you

leaving you to carry the pain alone

they simply ignore you

or they fuckin gloat in front of you

i don't understand why some people can do nothing at all,

and everybody just come flocking all over them

they can say they don't want it la

but do you know,

you are freaking making people feel bad about themselves?

it is like telling a person who wants comfort

that you have alot of people comforting you

comfort until you got so irritated

ok la

i get the fact that

these people are at many of times very attractive people,

when you look at them,

cute,pretty,demure,shuai,pretty boy comes into mind

THATS WHY I FUCKING HATE THIS PRACTICAL WORLD

ONLY ATTRACTIVE PEOPLE GETS ALL THE BENEFITS

nothing can decribe my feelings now

i just want to be alone

AND WHEN I WANT TO BE ALONE

DON'T FUCKING COME DISTURB ME

i don't understand why when i need comfort nobody offers

then when i want to be left alone then you all come COMMENT on me

WTF

WHAT RIGHTS DO YOU HAVE TO COMMENT ON ME

I EMO GOT ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU?

FUCK

does dreams foretell the future?

*UPDATES*

recieved a sms from charis just now

"coming home from bball match. so damn cool luh!
saw so many pretty boys from NYP!"

o(>.<)o

ok

i admit

i like pretty boys too

SO JEALOUS LA

*cries*

wth

so not my style

-.-

tried something different today during camwhoring

attempted the bad girl look

i know i know

-.-" right

anyway

tell me whether i pass ok?





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there is always this mystery in the air

does what you dream actually come true?

hmmmmmmm

i had this experience before

when i had a terrible nightmare and it came true for me a week later

-.-

had this dicussion with my classmates about it too

almost all of them agree with me that dreams do come true

although there is no scientific explaination for it

some may refer it as dejavu

some consider it as a mere coiencidence

so does dreams actually predit the future?

does our brain holds much more hidden abilities that we humans don't know?

if i am not wrong, we only use 10% of our brians

correct me if i am wrong

so maybe in the near future will be like those mutants we see on X man

woah

cool

i hope that i can be like storm XD

ORRRRRRR

we can ask our dreaming prince for the day
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camwhoring on msn

woooooooo

brenda is back

:D

i shall post the camwhore pictures i took with charis through msn webcam

i look super kuku man

SO BRACE YOURSELF PPL!























P.S. i just LOVEEEEEEE charis XD

let me emphasis this

I DO NOT HAVE SPLIT PERSONALITY

i freaking dress like that because i had enough

since you are already emo,

why don't indulge in it?

i am sick and tired of trying so hard to be nice

and happy

so many problems

so much stress

so many fucking people around

i just don't want to be nice already

i don't like the presence of people around me lately

i just want to be alone

what is the point of tagging along with others?

until a point of time,

they will get fed up with you

so why don't you save the trouble by just totally ignoring them?

from now on, only close ones can be near me

i don't want anything now

i don't want attention

i don't want love

i don't want concern

just fucking leave me alone

charis and me

*UPDATES*

i almost forgot to post up the pictures

my team took for presentation today

they were damn nice la

except for mine

-.-

i thought i look like an old hag man

Zzzz

*************************************************************

whoooo

brenda is falling sick again

-.-

was already not feeling well in school already

then came home,

WHAMP

full blast

T.T

but i would be going to school tomorrow :):)

found more photos i took with charis last time

man i should start organising my pictures














we were suppose to wear Gothic that day

but some how my Gothic does not look Gothic

-.-

anyway,

when i was bathing just now,

THE SHOWER HEAD FELL AND HIT ME!!!

WTH


cause me a bruise

T.T



ok la. i know not very big la.

BUT IT IS DAMN PAINFUL OK!

it hit right on my bone

haiya

enough ranting

i bought nail polish from o2skin

marble pink and black :D:D



chio right?

i have decided to wear gothic tomorrow so i painted my nails black



not very nicely painted on man

but whatever la

Zzzz

LOL!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

was webcaming with charis just now

and we camwhored through msn

COOL RIGHT??

ok

maybe not so cool

-.-

will upload the pictures once charis sends me them

敬请期待吧！

XD

shall end of with a camwhore picture

that charis and i took in the toilet

taken by charis and was first posted on her blog



ciao!



P.S. is it me or why is everybody cutting bangs nowadays? LOL! WE SHALL CREATE A BANG UNION!! XD

random rant

I THINK SINGAPORE IS TURNING IN TO A DESERT SOON!!

it is damn freaking HOT in the morning

and damn freaking COLD at night!

don't you all agree with me?

ok la

that was random

it is 12.13 now and i am still not sleeping

fyi, there is a UT tomorrow

haiya

don't care la

CANNOT SLEEP!!!!

T.T

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!

want to know why i skipped school today?

cause it is my mum's birthday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST MUMMY!!

i did actually planned to go to school in the morning

then leave afterwards

but it would be quite a rush for me and mummy

so i skipped school just to spend a day with her

photos will not be uploaded cause mummy does not want it on my blog

as you know,

birthday girl 最大

so photos will not be uploaded

awww

sorry guys :)

we really had a wonderful ( and spend-ful ) time la!

went to Vienna for buffet

then went on for shopping

i did not buy anything.......................

*giggles*

ok la

only one t shirt ok?

i swear it is just one t shirt

LOL!

after all that,

we went back to Singapore dance theatre to see whether i could be enrolled or not

AND I WAS ABLE TO!!!!!

3 months later

-.-

wth

got my hopes all high

then all came crashing down

well

at least i can be enrolled

but through a assessment first

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T.T

i have not been dancing for quite long ready

what if i fail!?!?

oh my tian i cannot imagine

i think my bones all stiff already

Zzzz

sooooooooooooo

I AM GOING TO START JOGGING EVERY WEEKEND

yeap

you read it

i am so going to train my stamina up before dropping dead

and embarrassing myself on the day of assessment

anyone care to join me?

oh ya

that reminds me

I AM SO GOING TO GET MY SPLIT WORKING MAN

such an embarrassment for a ballerina not to be able to split

ARGH

better get working man

BRENDA YOU LAZY ASS

JIA YOU!

XD

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

AMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

T.I.E.R.D

but i am still here to blog

-.-

I BOUGHT THE LOLITA TODAY!!

so happy man

thank you so so much mummy!

although it is for my Christmas and birthday prezzie in the next 2 years

BUT IT IS WORTH IT LA

you all should see it man

will take some pictures with it when i have the time ba

went to Singapore dance theatre today to try and register as a student

to those who don't know what is Singapore dance theatre,

please proceed to this website

http://www.singaporedancetheatre.com/

but the office was only opened on weekdays

waste my time man

-.-

but the studio is located at fort canning park

and the scenery there is breath taking la!

who says Singapore do not have any scenic place!?

take a look for yourself





is it nice or what!?

~~~~~~~

remember i told you all that if i am not lazy today,

i will take pictures of my pipa?

yeap

i took them already

but some are really jialat

so only have a few

here







there

now you all know what is a pipa right?

not some er hu the old uncle play outside the mrt

CLASS RIGHT??

HAHAHAHHAAH

OWN YOUR ERHU KAIBOON!

XD

~~~~~~

some random pictures i took during work yesterday

no customers at all man

only served 2 and total sales was only $15.45

pathetic or what?

-.-

i was so bored i started taking pictures

doddles! :D


majong for kids. highly educational. XD


dedication to kaiboon HAHAHHAHAHAH!


my work place


ok

i am drained

shall go to sleep soon

adios!