Friday, October 31, 2008

WHOOO CHRISTMAS!

COUNTDOWN TO CHRISTMAS

56 FREAKING DAYS!!

it is not far it is not far...=)

YAY!!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!

EHWDHASKD
LKAJDLKASJDASKLJD
LSAJDLAKJDKJAL

WHOOOOOOOOO CHRISTMAS~!














ok, that was super random and super crazy. thanks to shinn who reminded me, i shall countdown to christmas from today onwards.

WHOOOOOOOOOOO CHRISTMASSSSSSSSS

HAPPYEXCITEDANXIOUSCURIOUSANTICIPATION!!!


*runs around the room in circles*


=)

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BOOOOORRRRRIIINNNNNGGG

nothing much today. went to school. helped out and have fun. bro's addicted to DJ max...

yeap, i think that is about it. life's pretty dull eh? my holidays are equal to nada. i still have to visit rp almost everyday like i fell in love with it. which i am totally NOT! =.=

sentimental times=sentimental talks. i am jealous, yes that is what i am feeling now. i'm not blaming anyone. it is just not my luck. =)

I AM GETTING BORING

BORING

BORING

BORRRRRRRIIIIIIIINNNNNNNGGGG~

ok i shall not blog no more before you all get to bored and start throwing rotten eggs at me

kbye

*RUNS*

Thursday, October 30, 2008

why can't i just let go ?

i am feeling so stressed now. why can't you all just see? can you all just leave me alone.

stop asking me for commitment. stop asking me whether i can be yours. come on, i am really damn pressurized over a lot of things. it is just not time for all these ok?

you all are really really very nice people. the problem lies with me ok? and i don't even think i deserve to choose.

oh fark. i feel like a total utter disgusting bitch posting this here. it is just that i can't take it anymore ok? i have never been able to sort these kind of things out. i am just afraid of being attached ok? i can't explain why so don't ask. it is just something i just can't seem to overcome. it is a barrier that i think i will never be able to get rid. i most probably will die all alone because of this but I JUST CAN'T HELP IT.

ARGH CRAP.DAMN IT BRENDA. YOU SUCK BIG TIME. JUST GO AND FIND SOME RANDOM WALL AND KILL YOURSELF. YOU DON'T DESERVE ANY CARE AND CONCERN. NOT TO SAY SOMEONE TO LOVE.

go away people. leave me alone. i don't deserve it.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

BORED

sometimes things just can't be explained



"is there a regulation for people to blog everyday? i think some of us are getting over obsessed over readers. some times we even rack our brains hard just to get something to post about. Many of times defeats the purpose.

i realized that times in which you really want to blog are times when you are really filled with umpteen feelings where we have no idea where to pour out to.

so where does all these go to? our best friend right here.

this is the only place you can vent your anger or disappointment without upfront confrontation and sometimes earn yourself some comforting. But watch your words people. whatever you say might just cause a flame war or something much more serious."

argh crap. why am i saying all those rubbish up there? getting too sendimental? i guess so.

holidays are here. i low sounded "whoopee~"

frankly, isn't much of an excitment. what can we all do? most probably sit around the house and laze. Luckier ones would be out there enjoying time with their peers but how many are that lucky? haha.

life suddenly seems boring to me. i see no goal in life. "OPEN A WEDDING BOUTIQUE!", bullshit, i see that dream drifting further and further away from me.

"HAVING A NICE FAMILY OF 4 AND A LOVING HUSBAND!" erm. no comments. LOL

argh. CRAP CRAP CRAP. I AM SO FULL OF CRAP.

you know why? answer the mcq question below.

1) chika's bored
2) chika's bonkers
3) chika's wants attention
4) all of the above

the answer's quite obvious right?

ok, i am in my own CRAZY world again.

SOMEONE JUST PLEASE TAKE ME AWAY TO SOME PARADISE WHERE I CAN MAKE SUSHI AND EAT EVERYDAY??

ok, random. BYE! heees ^^

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Sunday, October 26, 2008

tags replies

fine fine, i shall reply my tags now here. haha

but,

i don't know where to start man! that is for not replying tags for such a long time. hmmm. i guess i shall just included people who tagged me and just say a little something about them. wouldn't that be something to find out! HO HO HO

no worries, i am a nice person. =)

*starting from the person who tagged me first after my last replies of tags*

KiSa: walao. the most chak chak girl i have ever met. LOL! just kidding. :D my best friend in poly. my little sister. digs Japanese culture, loves archery, well loved by GUYS *hints hints* and hell of a late comer. but i still love her. awwww *hugs*

Yi Quan: i remember you asking me the exact question last night. What do i think of you. Hmm. seriously, i think you are a nice guy. really caring LIKE AN UNCLE! but i appreciate it. HO HO HO. more of a family type of guy i guess? haha. I REPLIED YOU LE HOR! DON'T SAY I NEVER!! LOL

FYQ: hmm. rock climber. loads of self confidence. loves to dance. LOL really nice person to talk to when you are down. always there for me when i need someone.can tell him almost everything. thanks syafiq, you are really the best. =)

Azmi: woah tall and built guy. rock climbing star. 3rd seh. haha. likes to play pranks though. nice person. =)

ivy: MY LOVELY SENIOR FROM SECONDARY SCHOOL! damn cool girl. LOOOOOVE her creativity. XD really loving and fun person to be with. but i don't see or talk to you often le. T.T

estelle: ONE HELL OF A VULGAR GIRL! but definitely in a good way. YAY! :D she is those type of girl that scolds "NABEI" and makes it sound SOOOOOO cool you just want to scold along with her. LOL! loves DIY and making bangles. REAL AWWWWWWWWESOME person. oh one thing to add, i love her blog. =)

nao: WOOOOOOOO~! one word. CHIO CHIO CHIO!!!!! really nice girl. so sweet. HEE HEE XD loads of friends and nice personality. happy to have her as a friend. =) ALL THE BEST FOR MATHS PAPER 2!! GANBATTE NAOMI CHAN!! :D

eda: CRAZZZZZZZZIEST GIRL I EVER MET! but never ending fun! =) always never come to school one. HUMPH! LOL

Andy: Thanks for the compliment. :D this guy ah, have not spoken to him in the LOOOOOONGEST time. no comments man. don't really know him well. opps. LOL!

i hope you all won't blame me for not replying my tags. i am a hell load of a lazy bum. but i hope this post satisfies you all. will reply tags from now on! YAY! XD

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Friday, October 24, 2008

the miracle remedy

ever had THE flu before?

yeap, the flu that leaves you with irritating coughs, blazing sore throats, tap running nose, flaming fevers and bone aching pains?

yeap, that is what i am going through now. and all these are making me super SAD!


i know, pardon the ugliness. :X

but fear no more!! CAUSE THE MIRICLE REMEDY IS HERE!! TENG TENG TENG TENG~

PRESENTING THE MIRICLE REMEDY!!

Photobucket

IT REALLY WORKS LA! SERIOUS!





ok, it kind of looks really black in the pictures but it isn't bad in taste at all! in fact, it kinda taste nice. :D i made me feel so much better after drinking it. IT SERIOUSLY WORKS!! MUST BELIEVE ME!!

but i was forced to drink 4 teapots full of it and now i am best friend with the toilet bowl. LOL! so next time when you are down with flu, come to be and try the miricle remedy. my charges are cheap, only $50 per cup only. HOO HOO HOO. just kidding, XP. i won't charge any money for that la. haha. so long if you get well drinking it i will be happy already. :D

i am really very thankful to all those who are so concerned for me. THANK YOU SO MUCH MAN!! i am so touched! T3T I LOVE YOU ALL AND I PROMISE TO TAKE GOOD CARE OF MYSELF!! ^^

i have the sudden urge to go completely bonkers again. Like do something REEEEALLY crazy. HAHA. but i guess i would have to wait till i am feeling better. Any crazy kar kees wants to join me? please email me at brendalicious1608@live.com for more details. LOL! may be we can plan to burn RP down. ROFL!!!

ok, maybe not. i don't want to squat in jail for the rest of my life. HOO HOO. XP

alright, that's all for today! stay tune for more crazy theroies, recommendations, random thoughts of chika.

BYE BYE PEOPLE! :D

P.S. i hope those who took O levels maths today did well and pass with flying colors. =)

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Thursday, October 23, 2008

i am sick

to start off,

ALL THE BEST TO ALL RETAKING OR TAKING O LEVEL MATHS TOMORROW!

you all have chika mentally supporting you all ALLLLLLLLLLLL they way. XD i will pray for you all from 8 am on wards. PASS MUST THANK ME HOR!!

LOL! bhb sia. =.=

i am sick again, as usual. haha. I WANT MY GRANDPA'S MIRACLE REMEDY!! but he is sleeping already and can't make any for me. =(

i wanted to blog just now before i cam back home. Had the sudden urge to blog. but after i reached home and switched on my computer, i suddenly did not have the mood to do so anymore. maybe cause i thought the post was quite unnecessary. No need to note that down. haha.

ok ok, i think i better go to bed before people start nagging at me again. UNCLE, I GOING TO SLEEP SOON LE HOR. DON'T SAY I NEVER GO SLEEP!!

my post are getting more and more boring as the day passes. My readers, i think it is high time for you switch to another blog for entertainment. cause mine is not providing you with any. haha.

BYE BYE READERS. =(

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

all the best peeps!



i am dedicating this post to my beloved, KISA....

ok, time out. THAT SOUNDED SO WRONG AND TOO SENTIMENTAL. HAHA. shall use the causul way to bring this across.

OI CHARIS CHIA HUI XIAN!! I GOT WISH YOU HOR!! BETTER DO WELL OR I WILL SMMMMMACK YOUR ARSE HARD MAN!! LOL!!

This chak chak ah, did not even get her ten years series until recently la. I don't even know whether she really got it a not man. make me so worried la. But seeing her so hardworking nowadays i also happy. I REALLY FEEL LIKE HER OLDER SIS LA! wth. bhb. -.-"

Nevertheless, i still love her. *HUGGIES* o(^.^)o

don't worry about the rest not wishing you, got your SHEN wish you can le right. CONFIRM PASS AH!! ROFL!! =.=" my predictions 80% right de hor! DON'T PR-LAY PR-LAY! *PCK STYLE*

If you pass i ching you eat ajisan ok? JIA YOU HOR! if not you treat me. MUHAHAHAHA! ok? STEADY AH! >=D

Haiya, just pass ok? or else a lot of people will get disappointed la. JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!! GAMBETTE KISA CHAN!!

and all the best to all my other friends that are retaking. ALL PASS ALL HAPPY!!

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i just love the look of life now. i am happy, you are happy, everyone's happy.
Leaving home was not a bad idea afterall. although i miss my mum like hell much, it kind of solves a lot of troubles.
I am starting to forget how a quarrel sounds like already.
i like the peace i am getting now.
i treasure it.
so do you guys right?
i love my family but i hate conflicts.
i really hope that there will be the day where we can finally be back together with laughter not tears.
and i believe that that day is arriving soon and it really makes my feelings fly.
the only worry now,
is my health....

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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

over the rainbow


Dreams Of Stars And Rainbows by ~FadingBlack on deviantART

"Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?"


looking at the birds up high, i sometimes wonder, wouldn't it be nice to be able to fly for once? without the help of airplanes, without the help of helicopters. Just me and only me, soaring through the open space way above us. I would feel the wind gentling caressing my face and the clouds cradling me. i would fly around the world visiting people who needs me. i would love to spread my love all over the earth.

how i wish i could fly. over the rainbow, over the seas. what would be like to see life from way above? i wonder.

i want to sing the song above out loud. i want to dance to the tune. i want to share it with everybody. i want every one to know.

that life is short, smile while you can. i strongly believe i would be ok and so would everyone out there.

GANBATE PEOPLE! live life to the fullest. =)

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Monday, October 20, 2008

webcam

Every single time i open this particular webpage for me to blog about my life, i get super bored and suddenly lost for words. i have so many things to talk about, so many things to discuss but i just stare blankly into that empty space for you to type not knowing how or where to start.

guess i am a boring and undesirable blogger who bore people out of their socks. LOL. i shall post some photos of my webcaming up now and then go to sleep. i really need it man.









HAHA! YOU OWNED ME IN YOUR BLOG I OWN YOU IN MINE!! SUPER AI MEI GUY!! LOL!

yeap, no pictures of me. better not scare you all with my disgusting face. LOL!

ok guys, i really need to go to sleep cause my eye lids are hovering my eyes when i am typing this. NIGHTS PEOPLE!

P.S. is it that difficult to live a normal, HEALTHY life?

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Sunday, October 19, 2008

steamboat


whooo haaaaaa

i am up so early in the morning on a wonderful sunday. Can't help it, i have my commitments. haha.

followed kisa to support her god brother kesh yesterday at the central clake quay. first time i saw him. look like girl la. ^^ll Saw kaoru and gang too. Feel so weird to be interacting with them. Cause they totally don't know about my existence although i know theirs. Talking to them seem so unreal. haha. XP but i guess they are nice people. ^^V

went for steamboat after. the same place where kevin and the rest of us always go. THE PLACE IS REALLY STEAMING HOT LA! i guess that is normal right?looking at the fact that we are eating steamboat. =.= surprisingly, i was not at all full after eating the steamboat la. they are really very small eaters man. normally if kevin and gang goes, they at least go 5 rounds or more. HEE HEE ^^ll so i came back home still feeling acutely hungry. LOL! or maybe i am just a big eater? HAHA.

i did take photos of some scenery at clark quay. but i did not take any photos of steamboating time. So i guess you all want to take a peep of how the eating looks like, please proceed to www.watashiwa-kisa-desu.blogspot.com. yes people, i am a lazy person and i don't deserve buying a camera at all. cause i am always so lazy to take photos. BUT I PROMISE I WILL IF I HAVE A CAMERA!

oh boy, i should really stop all these fantasies of buying more things. i have already spent a lot these few months. shall spend no more!! KEMPATE CHIKA DESU! =.=

random thought: ALL I WANT FOR CHIRSTMAS IS MY 2 FRONT TEETH, MY 2 FRONT TEETH, YEAH MY 2 FRONT TEETH!

CHIRSTMAS IS COMING CHIRSTMAS IS COMING CHIRSTMAS IS COMING!! YAY!!

ok, it is still far away but i feel that is near la! WHEEEEEE!~ I LOVE CHIRSTMAS!!!! LALALALALALA~ =)

ok i shall stop here before i get even later for my practice cause i am already late. But permission granted cause i kind of fell a little ill after steamboat last night? i already had a slight sore throat and i guess it made it worse. =.=" I KNOW! i shall ask grandpa to make me a pot of his chinese tea. EH DON'T PLAY PLAY LOH! THIS POT OF TEA IS A MIRCLE REMEDY OK! i drank a pot yesterday before i left house and felt almost healthy at once loh! I NEVER BLUFF YOU ALL SOMPA! next time i shall post an entry on it. HAHA.

"THE ALMIGHTY MIRCLE REMEDY!" :D:D

haiya, see first ba. maybe ii is too boring a topic to blog about. HAHA! and provided i don't get lazy again like i did 9128574812371297 times before. HAHA. ok, i really had to run. I AM FREAKING LATE! and i have not even bathe. >.<

gtg people. BYE!

P.S. still no one sporting enough to do my challenge. =( i am serious la about the treat....

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Friday, October 17, 2008

please stop it

nobody bothered about my challenge la. nobody sporting enough to bother about it. =(

life's boring so i won't mention about it. it's school school and more school.

*PORTION DELETED CAUSE I THINK IT ISN'T VERY APPROPRIATE. MISSED IT? TOO BAD*

many thanks to shawn the special one! lol. i can't believe the person who sat through my rantings would be him and surprisingly, he gives amazing advices! oh man shawn, you are really wired wrongly. but in a good way sometimes. =). i know it is really weird to talk about these things to a guy la. cause it is kind of sensitive and all vulgar? however talking to shawn is like talking to that Alan A. Allen guy in thunderpants. gives great ideas but not a bit of danger involved. like a really smart little kid. HAHA.

oh ya, i am changing my url really very soon. it is going to be www.phenomena-chika.blogspot.com. i am trying to do those template that allows you to type my previous url and get directed to a site that would then direct you to my new url. is there anyway to do that? i have the template for the directing site ready. but i don't know how to actually do it. is there anyone nice enough out there to help? thanks =)

another random fact before i go, i love W35E even if we don't normally talk anymore. :D :D

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Thursday, October 16, 2008

random thoughts

i am officially flunking maths tomorrow

screw calculations. ZZZ

i am urged loads of times to thank him so i will do it here now. THANK YOU YI QUAN FOR TEACHING ME MATHS. can? lol. chak chak leh him. so bhb. HAHA

i want to go japan!! JAPAN!!~~ i want to go there and eat loads and loads of sushi and sashimi!! WHEEEEEE~ ok, ignore me and my materialistic desire. the economy is falling drastically so i guess this dream would not come true in the near future. LOL.

i wanted to do tag replies here but i realised it was too late already. i better go to sleep before i oversleep tomorrow's UT. sigh.

so good night people, sleep tight. i am still waiting for the your photos on reliving childhood! i seriously would treat you all i promise! =)=)

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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

hallehluyah relive childhood!

i did not go to school again. yes, yes, this is the don't know how many times i did not go to school already.sigh.

seriously, i think i am going to die earlier than any of you here. i am always falling sick even if i put in so much effort to keep myself healthy. may be by then i would really be able to sprout wings and fly. HO HO HO crap. i want to be healthy like everyone else. =(

see my previous post about having babies? i really afraid that i can't get any la. cause i really like babies! T3T. i saw some toddlers when i went to seek the doctor today. AWW SO CUTE!!! one even came over and offer me a biscuit. my heart melted at once la. >.<

ok, please pardon my raging maternal instincts. it was a little disturbing. hmmm. I WANT TO PUT ON WEIGHT. i am freaking slightly underweight i don't want that. i look like a bamboo walking around all my friends. so tall and so SKINNY. argh. anyone interested in fat donation? please phone this number, 9XXXXXX. do yourself some good and slim down at the same time. XD

argh. random thoughts random thoughts random thoughts. my mind is freaking filled with random thoughts. screw these random thoughts. it is driving me crazy. @_@ i really think of the craziest things you all cannot imagine like would i walk on the streets tomorrow and meet osama bin ladin? or would some random company call me up and ask me to be their ceo. ok, i know i am nuts please don't remind me. LOL.

i miss my childhood. i miss watching

sesame street, lalalala, lalalala, elmo's world!


teletubies,


powerpuff girls, i simply love bubble and the professer. cause they are so stupid till they are adorable. >=)


pokemon, I LOVE PIKACHU!!


flintstones, YA BE YA BE DO!


cat dog,


digimon,


hello kitty,


hamtaro, I JUST LOVE THEM TO DEATH!! an i want a hamster. >.< since i can't have a dog. :X


johny bravo, i swear this is one of the STUPIDEST cartoon ever been shown on cable tv. watch it and you will know


and SHIN CHAN! it really provided me with so much laughter i always thought i would laugh my stomach out. LOL!



oh man people, can we stop growing up? lets all relive our childhood and indulge ourselves with the innocent and genuine happiness we use to get from stupid activities and these cartoons.

hey! why don't we have a contest? lets all take pictures of us reliving childhood and the winner i would treat him/her! what do you all think? worth a try? just take a photo of yourself and post it on your blogs. the best would be picked by yours truely. i promise, i won't be bias! :D

come on people, be sporting. =)

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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

the super cui and buang self proclaimed bitch

i am so shagged and deprived of sleep. my dark eyes are so jialat it is already reaching puking state looking at the fact that i am already so cui and buang. haha.

so look here guys, don't be misleaded by my dp, cause you can never believe whatever you see on the net. it is a fact that i look very much worse in real life. a random girl that you won't consider hot or cute. maybe a playing tool for a while only? LOL.

but i don't farking care cause i don't live for guys. like i mentioned in one of my previous posts, i don't see a nessecity for the existence of guys la. ok, i am crapping cause i do in fact want to get married and give birth to loads of children. :D












ok, not that many la but i still would love to have children! =) THEY ARE SO CUTE LA. ARGHHH. i know that they will only be cute when they are young. but i believe i am able to teach them well so that they go astray. :X so bhb. -.-

haha.

ok, i am going to sleep soon before my dark eyes worsen. by then you can call me the huang lian po chika ready. ZZZ

haha. nights everybody. =)

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Monday, October 13, 2008

i need sleep

I AM SO DAMN SLEEPY!!

i keep thinking of,











i seriously need sleep.

something is very wrong with my body nowadays. i often have lower abdomen pains and cramps so bad till i can't even sit or stand straight.

the attacks used to be lesser but are more frequent reacently. sigh. i guess i really have to visit the polyclinic very soon.

wish me luck people.

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Sunday, October 12, 2008

paranoid

am so addicted to charis's blog song utada hikaru-first love. the melody is so nice la! so after getting permission from her, i have it as my blog song now. 

LOL! XP


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i am really grateful for all the concern showered on me today regarding the previous blog post. was feeling a little better but there is still a whole big part of me that fills really empty. if only 

i just want everybody to be happy. i should be happy too cause i really feel so guilty having my cherished ones being so worried about me.

thanks again everybody who bothered to stop by and care. i just need time. loads of time.

one step away from achieving zen

lol

i think something went wrong with my wires today. -.-

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好累

it is freaking 7.23 in the morning now and i am up with a troubled heart.

i have never felt so bad for the longest of time already. i am really too stressed to even be bothered with you but you haunt me. i am really very afraid of it this time. i really have no idea where did i gather the courage to confess the last time but i am very sure that that was the LAST time i am ever going to do that. it embarrassed the shit out of me.

but today, when i face you, i have no idea what to do. you are so, different. i really cannot decipher what are your thoughts. are you really true to me or are you a fraud, here to play with my feelings and hurt me upside down. i keep having thoughts of losing you but i really am afraid of committing.i remember you once asked me why no? the reason? i don't think it will last. we don't know too much of each other. we are people from utterly different worlds.


oh lord, why must these things bring me down? am i too weak to even block away unnecessary heartache? i really feel so stupid and stressed up at so many things i think my hair is going to fall tremendously anytime. i am seriously getting to sleep late and waking up super early cause thoughts follows me and deprive me of my sleep almost ever night.

i need my sleep.

i have no idea how long can i sustain on already. i am really tired of a lot of things in life. i am tired of trying to hold on to the crumbling family bond. i am tired of sustaining current friendship. i am tired of worrying about my health. i am tired of making new friends. i am tired of worrying for people i love and care about and i am tired of thinking of you.

let all these go to rest ba. i shall go on with life as per normal but in half hibernation mode. don't even bother to try and make me smile or laugh. you may just get it but deep down in my heart, i know that i am not happy.

这种痛苦是难以理解的,我真的好累好累 。。
i am feeling damn hurt inside but i don't know the exact reason.

damn.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

i am seriously having a nervous breakdown

my previous intent was to blog about my second time watching MA MA MIA! and how much i freaking love the show and am going to buy the dvd when it is released and watch it another 9739574845793479357239 times.

but i just suddenly got emo and decided not to do that.

i am thrown to make a decision now. but as you all don't know. i hate making decisions like this. don't ask me what decision is it cause i most prolly won't tell so don't bother. :X

i don't see why guys must be so practical. BIG BOOBS GOOD MEH!? GOT MONEY ALSO CANNOT PICK UP LA. WTF. YOU WANT BIG BOOBS THEN SORRY YOU CAN'T GET THEM HERE. SO FUCK OFF

OH MAN I AM SO DAMN PISSED.

ARGH. I HATE FEELING SO HELPLESS WHEN I KNOW I AM ABLE TO SOLVE EVERYTHING WITH ONE DECISION. BUT I JUST.CAN'T.MAKE.IT.

FUCK

#*&^$!@(^!@^$

AND I AM SERIOUSLY GETTING MORE AND MORE PISSED AT GUYS. I REALLY CAN'T SEEM TO TRUST ANY ALREADY LA. THEY EITHER MAKE YOU SAD OR DAMN PISSED OFF. YOU CANNOT TOTALLY TRUST THEM AND YOU CANNOT TOTALLY RELY ON THEM. WHY MUST GIRLS RELY ON GUYS TO REPRODUCE IN THE FIRST PLACE? IF NOT THERE IS NO NEED FOR GUYS AT ALL AND ALL WOULD BE HALLELUYAH THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

oh my tian. i am seriously turning les. cause i suddenly fucking hate guys now. they are nothing but trouble. damn.

P.S. pardon my colorful words. i mass spam fuck when i am damn pissed.

I FEEL SO STUPID

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untitled

charis just sent me an edited photo of yours truly

was taken on the day i went to buy my lost charger and a whole lot of different things to protect my pathetic macbook. if you people know me and my macbook, you all should know that my macbook is called the brown book. it was freaking dirty. DON'T STEROTYPE ME HOR! I AM NOT ALWAYS A DIRTY PERSON OK!

*SHOOTS A DEADLY LOOK*

here goes nothing..



i thought i look like a hooker la with those fake eye leashes la. -.-

THANKS AH CHARIS! -.-

Friday, October 10, 2008

when name calling isn't swearing

haha. i was requested to credit somebody. so i hereby present yi quan a trophy of appreciation.



i know, it is really ugly.but i really have no idea how to use the paintbrush application in my mac os. hope this is ok. >.<

I GAVE YOU YOUR TROPHY LE HOR YI QUAN!!

>:Z

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HO HO HO.

i just recieved this really interesting email this morning. thanks zupeng for sending this to me. it really cracked me up. ok, just as a little warning to all, the below images are under the M18 category. read at your own risk. HAHA.

When Name Calling Isn't Swearing!

enjoy. =)















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tag replies...

FYQ: thanks man. it was a random theory that came from kisa and me. thought i would be really fun to post it up so there you go! LOL!

angelx: YO! PEY GEOK! WELCOME! =) =) like your pic with joanna? YOU ARE SO PHOTOGENIC!!

KiSa: HO HO HO! yeap, i just lumped everything together and put it as a phrase. cause i forgot to save the msn conversation. sorry! >.<

ivy: hi ivy! LOL! that one was basically a term to describe myself la. i was just trying to be mean dragging others in too. :X SORRY! >.<

YiQuan: EH EH EH! PERMISSION GRANTED OK! and this is not considered a lot loh! the last time i played with my girlfriends it was much much more ok! LOL! should thank me for making you famous man! YI QUAN THE APPLE FREAK ROUK!! ROFL!! XD

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Thursday, October 09, 2008

a pretty boring life

ok, i'm back to blog

school is pretty boring. coming into the same room, seeing the same faces over and over again. it is almost like a life threatening routine already. boredom can knock right at your door and kill you.

ZZZ

i realized i have not been blogging like these for a very very long time already. Nope, i was blogging like a total bimbo that bore people out of their socks with their all so bitchy posts. Have not been so serious for the longest of times. haha.

not that i am pretty. so i guess i don't fall into the bimbo category? maybe i shall create a whole new term to call people like myself. hmm. how about chimpo? girls with faces like a chimpanzee but still act like an utter bimbo. lol




ok, that was mean. pardon me. haha.

was so freaking bored in class so i started video calling yiquan. oh man i have no idea video caming was so fun. i guess that’s why it was invented in the first place?
-_________-. took a couple of pictures of him. was majorly threatened not to post it up on my blog.

but we made a deal ok! if i sleep before 1 am today, permission granted. so i guess after this post i really have to go to sleep.

so here is the face of the guy that kept my entertained the whole day. yeap, i edited my photo away cause i thought it was unnecessary. so just settle in with his face only ok?haha.





these are taken by my phone so pardon the quality. >.<







ok, maybe i shall post up a few with my face in. hmmm.






haha! I AM GOING TO KILL HIM WITH A PARANG!! LOL!



and yeap, i did some random photo taking again,


PEY GOEK AND JOANNA!


i seriously hope bruce does not kill me for this. people, please don't sabo me. this is just for pure entertainment. >.<


cheryl and me!

ok, that’s all folks. don't go back and cry for your ma ma for more!

haha. just kidding. =)

P.S. hey babe, take care alright?