dream

i had a very weird dream last night

it kind of made me waking up feeling...........

yeah, hurt.

i told myself,

"today's boon kiat's(my bro) birthday, i should stay happy..."

but it kind of gets into me

what happens if it comes true?

i had mentioned before that my dreams do come true at times

i am really afraid now

afraid that......

i don't want to...

sigh

it happened alot of times already

i don't want it to happen again

why is it always this unfair?

how many times must i get hurt because of these matters?

i know it is totally stupid and bimbotic,

to always talk about matters of the heart

but this is the only place i can do it...

P.S 我只能默默的看着你去爱另一个人

signing off at 12.04 pm