so close yet so far

*updates*

just as i posted this post

you said things to hurt me again

haiya

don't care already

too sleepy to think anyway

but at least i know where is my stand

damn

shall go to sleep soon

before i oversleep and miss my ut

oh man,

forget it la

going to fail anyway...

WHATEVER

DON'T WANT TO KNOW

DON'T CARE

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so close.................

yet

so far.

when will you ever realize?

it hurts to see your actions

hurts to hear what you say

hurts every time you do those things

although we are still talking

you seem unaware

i must be honest to say

i will not confess

cause i am just a big fat coward

i am afraid of losing the current relationship we have

i guess this another doomed fate

all because i lack the courage

and you lack the ability to sense it

so close, so close

and still so far