please stop it

nobody bothered about my challenge la. nobody sporting enough to bother about it. =(

life's boring so i won't mention about it. it's school school and more school.

*PORTION DELETED CAUSE I THINK IT ISN'T VERY APPROPRIATE. MISSED IT? TOO BAD*

many thanks to shawn the special one! lol. i can't believe the person who sat through my rantings would be him and surprisingly, he gives amazing advices! oh man shawn, you are really wired wrongly. but in a good way sometimes. =). i know it is really weird to talk about these things to a guy la. cause it is kind of sensitive and all vulgar? however talking to shawn is like talking to that Alan A. Allen guy in thunderpants. gives great ideas but not a bit of danger involved. like a really smart little kid. HAHA.

oh ya, i am changing my url really very soon. it is going to be www.phenomena-chika.blogspot.com. i am trying to do those template that allows you to type my previous url and get directed to a site that would then direct you to my new url. is there anyway to do that? i have the template for the directing site ready. but i don't know how to actually do it. is there anyone nice enough out there to help? thanks =)

another random fact before i go, i love W35E even if we don't normally talk anymore. :D :D

i am seriously having a nervous breakdown

my previous intent was to blog about my second time watching MA MA MIA! and how much i freaking love the show and am going to buy the dvd when it is released and watch it another 9739574845793479357239 times.

but i just suddenly got emo and decided not to do that.

i am thrown to make a decision now. but as you all don't know. i hate making decisions like this. don't ask me what decision is it cause i most prolly won't tell so don't bother. :X

i don't see why guys must be so practical. BIG BOOBS GOOD MEH!? GOT MONEY ALSO CANNOT PICK UP LA. WTF. YOU WANT BIG BOOBS THEN SORRY YOU CAN'T GET THEM HERE. SO FUCK OFF

OH MAN I AM SO DAMN PISSED.

ARGH. I HATE FEELING SO HELPLESS WHEN I KNOW I AM ABLE TO SOLVE EVERYTHING WITH ONE DECISION. BUT I JUST.CAN'T.MAKE.IT.

FUCK

#*&^$!@(^!@^$

AND I AM SERIOUSLY GETTING MORE AND MORE PISSED AT GUYS. I REALLY CAN'T SEEM TO TRUST ANY ALREADY LA. THEY EITHER MAKE YOU SAD OR DAMN PISSED OFF. YOU CANNOT TOTALLY TRUST THEM AND YOU CANNOT TOTALLY RELY ON THEM. WHY MUST GIRLS RELY ON GUYS TO REPRODUCE IN THE FIRST PLACE? IF NOT THERE IS NO NEED FOR GUYS AT ALL AND ALL WOULD BE HALLELUYAH THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

oh my tian. i am seriously turning les. cause i suddenly fucking hate guys now. they are nothing but trouble. damn.

P.S. pardon my colorful words. i mass spam fuck when i am damn pissed.

I FEEL SO STUPID