mrt human behaviours

wow.

i am really super tired

i can knock out soon enough already

wonder why i can still come over and blog

there is UT tomorrow some more

-.-

ah heck

quickly finish quickly sleep

i was in the mrt today

and i discovered some really interesting human behaviour

two in which i thought was pretty funny

the first one was a guy with the most -.-" sleeping position ever

he had his hand on his chin with a act cool position

and he went to sleep

in that position

-.-

i mean

you want to be cool

or show that you are cool

by all means go ahead

besides, many of us girls like cool man right?

lol

but must be so hardcore meh?

until go to sleep also must be cool

man

guys..

the second one is two CUTEST Indian uncles

standing near the driver seat's door at the head of the mrt

like this

WITH DARK SUN GLASSES AND HANDS CROSSED IN FRONT OF THEM!!

man do they look like man in black

body guards :D:D

SUPER CUTE LA!!

LOL

ok la

i shall go back to studying for my UT

before i flunk it

i have not been seeing any As already

better buck up man

P.S. you just don't get the fact that it is not just your dirty jokes that makes me so pissed. It is the number of things you say nowadays that hurt people so much. Go reflect ba.

jason mraz im yours

my latest hum isssssssss

IM YOURS BY JASON MRAZ

i know la

i am yet again the lagging one

-.-

but heck

i still love it

i bet my class people will agree with me :D

here is the lyrics

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, and I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

*scat*

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours

so please don't, please don't, please don't,
there's no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, this, this is our fate,
I'm yours

*scat*

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

they are so well written man

although it is about love

but it sound so POETIC!!

ok ok

my personal opinion ok

but i still love it like nuts

:D

highschool never ends

dang.

wanted to post before 12

but was too busy watching lord of rings on channel 5 i forgot

-.-

was randomly listening to my song list when high school never ends by bowling for soup was played

man,are the lyrics so true

here is the lyrics

Four years you think for sure
That's all you've got to endure
All the total dicks
All the stuck up chicks
So superficial, so immature
Then when you graduate
You take a look around and you say HEY WAIT
This is the same as where I just came from
I thought it was over
Aw that's just great

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex,
Who's got the money, who gets the honeys,
Who's kinda cute and who's just a mess
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends
High school never ends

Check out the popular kids
You'll never guess what Jessica did
How did Mary Kate lose all that weight
And Katie had a baby so I guess Tom's straight
And the only thing that matters
Is climbing up that social ladder
Still care about your hair and the car you drive
Doesn't matter if you're sixteen or thirty-five

Reese Witherspoon,
She's the prom queen
Bill Gates,
Captain of the chess team
Jack Black, the clown
Brad Pitt, the quarterback
I've seen it all before
I want my money back

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex,
Who's in the clubs and who's on the drugs,
Who's throwing up before they digest
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
And you're still listen to the same shit you did back then
High school never ends

High school never ends

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex,
Who's got the money, who gets the honeys,
Who's kinda cute and who's just a mess
And I still don't have the right look
And I still have the same three friends
And I'm pretty much the same as I was back then
High school never ends

High school never ends

High school never ends

Here we go again


tell me, isn't this true or what??

until now, when i am a poly student,

i still see the cast system pretty clearly

pretty people will always flock with each other in one way or another

geeks will always be together with geeks

populer kids are still look down on people who are "below" them

geeks will continue to scold them behind them afraid of up front confession

rumors here

criticism there

life is just that practical

maybe the case is not so serious locally

but there is still this cast system that exist.

i am not urging for a change

cause i know it is confirm guarantee plus chop that it is impossible

sigh

so true so true

programming

oh my tian

today's module was hell tough

it almost drove me nuts!

PROGRAMMING VB CODES!!!

to all who does not know,

yes,

rp first year students are all required to do computing and programming

and this is only one of 5 modules we take

sigh

let me take a glimpse of something we do in programming..

chim right?

oh by the way, chim = complicated

imagine the amount of anxiety when just one dot gets in th wrong place

and the whole application does not work

yeah you got it

ONE FREAKING DOT

that's how bad it can be

oh my

i am so tired

i shall go and sleep soon

Before panda eyes grows itself again

goodnight people!

:D

im normal again

i did a lot of thinking

together the advices from many of my concerned friends

i have decided to STOP BEING SO EMOTIONAL

yeah right

so irritating to be unhappy

make everything seem bad

sooo

WHOO HOOO

BRENDA IS BACK 

TO FUTURE AND BEYOND!!

-.-

random

i was blog hopping went i laid my eyes on a tag on one of the random blogs

and guess who is it from?

heee heee

from the all formidable  

SECRET ADMIRER!!

ROFL

i almost fell off my chair laughing

i mean

come on

you serious?

you fell in love with a total stranger whom you have absolute no communications with

just because you read his/her blog

-.-

i mean

HELLO!?!?

CAN YOU WAKE UP OR NOT!?!?

you fell in LOVE just because you randomly hopped to this person's blog 

and saw the person's picture

and went

OH MY TIAN

HOT/CUTE/SWEET/SHUAI/CHIO

this is called infatuation la people

maybe he/she is really that attractive la

but puh lease

so what you read what he/she does everyday

does that mean you know that person

i can always post goody goody things

but i may be a huge gangster in reality

people people people

OPEN YOUR EYES AND WAKE UP LA

haiyo

life sucks

i cried.

i really cried.

thank you for all your concerns

but i really can't help but be involved in some matters

i am trying to be strong and stay that way

but circumstances forbid me so

my family,breaking apart

my health,deteriorating

my grades,dropping

my motivation for life,disappearing

my life is screwed

i hate all these dramas

i really do

i hate the stress i am facing now

why can't life be a little less taxing?

why can't you people see what am i going through

stop saying i am being over dramatic 

i did not ask for the drama

in fact i despite it

let me exchange my life with you for a week

you will begging me back for yours

i wish all these will end

i wish all these never happened before

i am now a girl with even more issues

back off people 

or i might really bite

and i mean it

P.S. i would not kill myself, no worries

town

was having some issues last night

so i was not able to blog about my trip to town yesterday

but i am really tired to elaborate more

so let pictures tell the story

before going to town..

                                                   charis's candid shot :D
                                                   the boring relief facilitator
                                                my matching wallet and hp pouch :D
                                                         my pimped macbook :D
                                                     AH HA DOUBLE EYE!!!! XD
                                                random shot of some of my class mates

                                                            can you spot them?

after that i accompanied charis down to get her stuff...

                                            can see that i was really bored in the train -.-
                                                   what is charis looking at??o.0
                                                                  lets see..hmmm
                                                            hmm..nothing leh
                                                           maybe daydreaming ba -.-
                                                             0.0 what am i doing!?!?
                                                     charis trying to take picture of me!
                                                          so i took her back! LOL
                           was mesmerized by this scene when we came out of the station

                                                    THE LIGHTING WAS SO NICE!!!
                                                         our photographer at work X)
                                                                      nice right?  :)
                                            because of this pic i dropped my phone T.T
                                                        random shot of cute toy XD
                                                   MY HEAD GOT CUT OFF!! T.T

and we went to ramen ten for lunch....GOT SASHIMI!!!!!!!*DROOLS*

                                              pretty pretty jap sodas that came free!! XD
                                                          strawberry and mango! :D
                                            charis gave me her cherry. 2 CHERRIES! X)
                                                            OUR FOOOOOOOOOD! =]

and photos that i grabbed from charis's blog

they are watermarked so please forgive me for the lack of copy right

LOL

                                       me plugging in my charger. what a weird position -.-
                           the SUPER sweet cocoa mocha that i bought that renuka drank XD
                                                                i thought i look dumb -.-
                                                         I LOVEEEEE THIS PIC!!! :D
                                                look how charis edited it! so cute! XD
                                                     i look retarded once again LOL!

thank you everybody that showed their concerns today

i really appreciated it

thanks faci tan for asking too

i promise i will be strong

afterall

IT IS BRENDA THE COW!!

oh my tian

WEIXIAN I KNOW YOU ARE LAUGHING NOW

-.-

PERVERT

ok i admit

my dressing today is really scary

but when i was on board the train,

this big fat gayish guy TOOK MY PICTURE

YOU THINK I STUPID AH

POINT YOUR PHONE CAMARA HOLE ME

AT THAT CLEARLY OBVIOUS ANGLE

YOU THINK I STUPID CANNOT SEE AH

STILL GIVE ME THAT SMUGGED FACE

what is wrong with me wearing a cap and sunglasses in the train

not happy is it?

at least what i wear is so much more FASHIONABLE than you

too bad i am NOT like you

did not take your photo down to discolse to the world

DON'T LET ME FIND OUT THAT YOU POST MY PHOTO ANYWHERE

IF NOT I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN

CHAO AH GUA

i f***ing hate life

I F***ing hate my life

i cannot stand it anymore

i hate the dramas

i hate the tears

i hate the fight

i hate the unreasonable violence

i hate the pain

i hate you

i hate myself

i hate life

what did i do last life to deserve this?

how do i go to school tomorrow with my face like this?

i F***ing hate it when all these happens

i am not trying to get attention here

i just need to F***ing note it down somewhere before i really go crazy and kill myself

please people if i cry tomorrow

don't ask me why

man with no face

I WORE A DRESS AND A GOTHIC VEST TODAY

although i kind of think it looks weird

and i wore eyeliner

which turned disastrous

I LOOKED LIKE I HAVE NOT SLEEP IN 3 DAYS

-.-

so much for wanting to try something new

proves that i should stick to t shirts and pants

Zzzzz

and not forgetting to cam whore,

i took these pictures when Charis and me were applying our eyeliners

of course,

this was before it was smooched





saw this documentary on art central just now

it is about a man with no face




Jose Mestre, from Lisbon, Portugal, has been losing his face to a huge growth for the past 35 years, distorting it out of all recognition - and it's still growing.

The tumor on 51-year-old Jose's face is a collection of blood vessels that have expanded, producing a raised red area on the skin.

Jose was born with a strawberry-coloured birthmark on his upper lip. At puberty it began growing, eventually smothering his lips, nose and one of his eyes. Now it is 33cm long and weighs 3kg.

But Jose's religious faith - as a Jehovah's Witness he refuses to accept a blood transfusion - has prevented him from having surgery to remove the growth.

Jose's rare condition was the subject of a Discovery Channel TV documentary 'The Man With No Face', part of the 'My Shocking Story' series.

It reveals how top medical experts in London have now held out hope of helping Jose, a well-known figure around the streets of Lisbon.

A leading British surgeon has offered to treat Jose using ultrasound waves to coagulate the blood before the operation.

This should remove the risk of heavy bleeding - satisfying his religious beliefs about blood transfusions in the process.

Dr Iain Hutchison, of St Bartholomew's in London, is confident an operation with a harmonic scalpel could make him look a lot more normal.

Discovery Channel said: "Surrounded by a loving family, it seems incredible that he has not been treated and his face was allowed to grow so big. However, through years of medical misinformation, some misdiagnosis, lack of finances, and reluctance to undergo treatment due to religious beliefs, the growth has continued to obliterate his face."

My Shocking Story follows Jose on a journey through Europe to seek medical advice for one last chance to stop his face from suffocating him.

In this journey of a lifetime he travels by train, via Paris, to Britain, to meet the top experts in London. He goes through a series of tests, consultations, and meets other patients with a similar affliction. In London he also spends time with his sister Guida and the rest of his family, enjoys being a tourist in London, while making the biggest decision of his life.

Jose's dream is to live a long and normal life. Following the showing of the Discovery documentary he continues to adhere to his 'no blood transfusion' religious principles. But he has agreed to go back to the London hospital in 2008, when doctors hope to carry out specialist surgery to begin removing parts of his tumor, without the need for blood transfusions.

oh man

i am so impressed by his courage

they did not show what happened after he decided to do surgery

but i really hope he is all right and is gifted with a new life

JOSE! BRENDA FROM SINGAPORE SUPPORTS YOU ALL THE WAY!!!

next week's story was also about something really touching

about a man who caught this unusual disease that cause him to grow branch like structures on his four limbs

and his only worry is whether will he pass his disease to his children

so people,

if you want to catch this marvelous documentary,

please tune in to arts central

on monday

at 9 pm

childhood

being ever so kind,

i posted my kindergarden picture for wei xian to see

SEE I SO NICE TO YOU ORANG UTAN

MUHAHAHA!

XD

MY FUGLY PHOTO

LOL!

i am going to do something very highly risky now

i may lose all my readers after this post

but well

WHO CARES

CHARIS!! 我来陪你了!!

this was a picture taken when i was in secondary 2

it was together with my best friend man yin

i still regard you as my best friend man yin

i truely do

but misunderstandings drifted us till we are now, so apart

sigh

before i disclose my picture, i shall post my most recent one first

the typical sian look

nowwwww

for the most horrendous moment!

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oh my fucking god

i cannot believe i look so ugly in school

most properbly because i am lazy to make myself look good

somemore act cute

OH MY GOD SOMEONE KILL ME NOW

I CAN JITAO GO BANG HEAD DIE

a comparison

sigh

*BYE BYE READERS! NICE TO ONCE HAD YOU ALL!*

ROFL!

black

i had this talk with my grandma in the afternoon

and she was rambling about how youngsters nowadays are always wearing black

so unlucky and what crap

i mean

WHAT IS HELL WRONG WITH WEARING BLACK!?!?

she was nagging on about how wearing black symbolizes the death of your parents etc etc

oh come on

it is the 21 century for god sake

why are they still people who are sensitive to the colors of wear?

you want us to walk out looking like ANG PAOS meh?

imagine,

you walk on the streets 

and you see this auntie wearing BRIGHT RED

with BRIGHT RED hair

and BRIGHT RED CROCS!

lucky enough or not?

-.-

Singapore is a country of  many western influences

and black is a color of formality in the western culture

so how?

fusion ah

and i told that to my grandma

and she was like 

WHY MUST BLACK?

CANNOT YELLOW AH

-.-

red and yellow,

i will look like ronald macdonald's daughter man

can we throw away these kind of superstitions?

i don't mean to be rude to my grandma or to be disrespectful,

but why are you all so afraid of the color black?

scared of death meh?

why be so superstitious and live your life in fear?

not that all superstitions are bad

just that we should know what to believe and what to not believe

if people say cannot open umbrella under a roof or else you will not grow tall,

you will not open it ever in your house?

ridiculous 

sigh

i know i may offend people with this post

but i just want to have my freedom when it comes to my choice of fashion

so please

give us a break

i was bored

so i went to do these

the truth or not you decide

of course,

you must know me to know whether it is true or not

like duh

-.-

whatever

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kind of true but

GREAT KISSER!?!?!?

i think the only thing i have ever kissed before is my bolster

NOT THAT I DO IT ALL THE TIME

i was young and ignorant at that time

nevermind,

on with the next

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wth

this is so bullshit

if i got 8 out of 10 guys falling for me,

pigs will sprout wings and fly

-.-

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ROFL!!!!!!!!!

I AM NOT GENTLE

LMAO

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well

at least it is not zero

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PG-13

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then how do you explain the number of times the word fuck appear on my posts?

an early enducation?

-.-

and smokers,

please do this

http://www.lets101.com/blog/quizzes/cigarettes_to_kill

and to end of,



my smug look

MUHAHAHAHA

XD