seriously funny

seriously funny....

please make this clear

I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THAT THE PASSERBY IS NOT SHIRLYN AND PLEASE DON'T ASK ME WHETHER SHE IS OR NOT.

WE HAVE ALREADY PATCHED UP AND NO LONGER AT LOGGERHEADS SO PLEASE DON'T MISUNDERSTAND.

why?

I really don't understand when people give advices or be the middle man, if things does not go well, he or she would be blamed?



To the passerby, I don't think there is anything wrong just telling both of them to stop being at loggerheads with each other. Why is it you must think that I am trying to be a holy saint or mother of peace for all things? Can you say that what I have done is wrong?



Yes, I may have used harsh words and I know either one of them who reads it is not going to be happy but do you think just sitting back and doing nothing is going to benefit them in any way? I am also very clear that this is none of my business but I am a victim once before and I know if this continues it is going to turn out nasty so why not I just voice out something?



Shirlyn, I no longer hate you or think that you are someone bad. I think you are quite a nice girl actually. It is just that you have really hurt me the last and I just cannot get over it. I know this has us both to blame and now when we are at peace why let history reface again when you start to scold Kelvin on the net? I'm sure you don't want to graduate knowing that you are an enemy to someone right? You might be thinking right now that I am very fake and assuming things. However I want you to know that I am sincere.



You mentioned in your blog, "I sometimes wonder why people try so hard to be a victim", yet if you let matters rest and try to understand why they say these things to you, you may not land yourself with an enemy but a friend.



You mentioned in your blog, "I sometimes wonder why people are getting so worked up. And tense. Over minor events.". I am not getting tense up or worked up. Just feels that all these should end. After all it has to end on day right?



You mentioned in your blog, "I sometimes wonder why people retaliate." You retaliated too didn't you?



You mentioned in your blog, "I sometimes wonder why there are stupid people in this world"I assume you are talking about me but never mind.



You mentioned in your blog, "Sometimes I wonder why people who tries to give advices, but their efforts were in vain." That will depend whether you listen or not.



You mentioned in your blog, "Sometimes I wonder why people like to be the middleman. Of everything." It is not because I am trying to be holy but because I understand Kelvin's feelings.



You mentioned in your blog, "Sometimes I wonder why people just won't give up."If I were to give up, who is to voice out these comments?



I know this might anger you more and might start another war of words. However this time I will not retaliate. Believe it or not. If you would listen then that is good but if you rather think that this post is crap then it is alright with me. After all this between you, Kelvin and maybe even me? One more thing, please don't say that I am trying to be saintly? Cause I swear I am not. Think I'm plastic for all I care. Just want you to know.

Hatred?

sigh...will you two ever stop?

It has been such a long time ready...why can't you two each take a step back and forgive each other?

Does going into a war of words or even vulgarities do any good to any of you?

Why can't you two just forget about everything and make up? It is not like making up is going to cost you your life or might land you be cursed and condemn for the rest of your life.

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Many months ago, I do have the same thoughts and feelings as of Kelvin but I have decided to put everything down and look beyond. I agree, I may have retaliate at the beginning but i have also pointed out that i was being childish at that period of time. Isn't everything back to normal now after i decided to let things flow naturally? So Kelvin, is it time for you to totally put down your hatred against Shirlyn and look beyond?

No offence, every time you say you want to ignore her, you will still continue to post about her ill beings. Isn't that contradicting?

To Shirlyn, yes I must agree that Kelvin had retaliate in a very unsuitable manner but I must say I do not think highly of the way you handle the situation too. He might have scolded you, insulted your mother and everything, but have you ever reflected that you have actually done the same thing to Kelvin many months back? You might not remember it cause it means little to you however have you ever spared a thought of how Kelvin feels when he reads your posts?

You feel it now too right? I understand that it may take just a few seconds to get fuming mad but several weeks or even months to cool down and think logically. Please do try? I have forgiven and looked ahead so I really think it is high time you two do that too. It will do you two good.

DISCLAIMER: I have no intention of starting an argument. Just a genuine piece of advice.

One thing I would want to clarify is that I am not going to blog about the school and bore all of you peeps to death.


seriously, I don't even think it is necessary that you post about school because,


number one, If you are in my school, you would already know the details so there is no point for you to spend the few minutes reading what you already know. Wouldn't that be very boring?


number two, If you are not in my school, you most probably won't give a damn about it


OK. I admit that was very subjective but I'm sure there will be people who agrees with me.
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I have been reading my recent few posts, or maybe not that recent posts, and found out how pessimistic I was. I was feeling so depressed and I brought it into my blog as well. However, I do not think it is right. Not at all. I know some might say that a blog is like an online diary and I can write whatever in it, whether it is pessimistic or positive but I just don't think that it is right to write so saddening for readers to read.


Just think, Why do people read blogs?


one reason maybe is because they are bored and need some entertainment


another reason is that maybe the blog is super interesting with posts that is very attractive, fresh, creative or maybe even rude!


So do you think people would come read if I continue to post about how down I am, or how disappointed I am cause nobody is there for me? Odds will be very low I think.


So from now onwards I would try to me more optimistic and not to bring my misery into my blog. It will definitely spoil the atmosphere around it I'm sure. After all I won't want wrinkles at the age of 20 plus maybe?? ha ha...=p

disappointed

I must admit I was really happy when someone actually sms me tonight. Even if it was to ask what to bring to school tomorrow. I thought there was someone to talk to about my problems.
BUT, he said he was busy.

And the conversation ends there.

Thanks lookuang for listening to me this morning about my problems with my family.

but bi jing you are not someone that I am close with or talk much to. I'm sorry I was not able to tell me the other things that bothered me so much.

Yet when I want someone to talk to, I could find none to take up this task.

They are all busy.

Why is everybody so busy when I need help?

I don't ask for much,

Just someone to talk to...

whew

sigh..another new year, another beginning....i do hope this year everything is going to go fine...I'm already very sick with my life ready...


Anybody wants to make my life better??

haha..I must be dreaming...sigh...


i have just installed a new stats counter...I really want to know how many people actually still bothers ans takes the effort to read my blog...


cause i seriously feel like shit and an utter faliure...

I screwed up my life and I hope nobody follows my footsteps...

hope everybody will be happy and sucessful in the new year...remember, don't follow me....

or you will disappoint your love ones like me...

HAPPY 2007

I would to hereby wish everybody,



HAPPY NEW YEAR AND HAVE MANY FRUITFUL WISHES COME TRUE IN YEAR 2007!




cheers!