stress

ARGHHHHHH

I GOT SO MANY EMOTIONS

SO MANY FEELINGS

SO MANY THOUGHTS TO VOICE OUT!!!

BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO!

i feel damn lonely sometimes.

i can't even find a proper someone to spill my heart out.

my friends call me to get a boyfriend so that i can do that to him.

YOU THINK I DON'T WANT HUH

THE PROBLEM IS NO ONE WANTS ME

THATS WHY IN ONE OF THE RECENT POST I SAID I LOST HOPE IN RELATIONSHIPS

AND SHALL DIE A VIRGIN.

i really have no idea why am i always going through the same thing.

why even single relationship with a guy i really like is deemed to be doom.

i just want to be loved

is it really that difficult?

sometimes i think

does the problem lays with me?

i have no idea.

i remember someone once told me,

don't worry, i am sure the next wonder will me your one.

yeah right,

that's what i wish for too.

well that does not happen in reality i know.

i am not stupid.