self esteem

i honestly wanted to go to sleep already

but something i read in a magazine keeps bugging me

every time you open up a teenage girl magazine,

you are bound to find some super famous and popular celebrity telling us girls to build up our confidence when it comes to our looks and our bodies

not that what they say isn't right

but WTF

YOU ALL CAN SAY ALL THESE STAGED ADVICE WITH EASE BECAUSE YOU ALL ARE FAMOUS, POPULAR AND G.O.R.G.E.O.U.S.

you would never understand what we,low self estem girls face

every wonder why we girls are always obsessed with our appearances?

the very reason is because of the peer pressure we face when comparison starts taking place

may it be among friends

or even being compared to other PRETTIER girls by guys

i mean

WE GIRLS DON'T COMPARE A HOT GUY WITH ANOTHER HOT GUY

well maybe not to the extent guys do

so imagine you are trying very best to feel confident about yourself

and the next thing you overhear your class boys comparing your boobs,

your hair,

your legs,

to the "PERFECT" girl in the next class

WHO IN THE WORLD WILL STILL FEEL GOOD ABOUT THEMSELVES

it is human nature

admit it

no one wants to hear bad things about themselves

despite the fact everyone seems to deny it

i admit

i am a girl with major self esteem issues

and i am not going to say i can change or whatever nonsense

reason is because i can't

i believe that everyone has that obsession

even if it is in the darkest and most intimate corner of our hearts

if not how do you explain why plastic surgeons are earning so much?