oh man..

When things are looking up a bit, everything must come crushing down again.

sigh

life is so practical.

i am sick for almost a week already.

yet it looks as if it is not making any progress.

i am still sick.

to add to that, all the problems i faced the last time seem rushing back to me again.

i don't like to be a emo freak.

i want to be a happy freak.

i want to be happy.

sincerely happy.

i am trying.

trust me i am.

so many issues.

no wonder nobody wants me.

it is just too much to cope i guess.