oh well...

HARDEY IS NOW THE OFFICIAL SINGAPORE IDOL 2!! not very surprising but what the heck...he still won the competition so well done hardey!!as for Johnathon,don't be to disappointed...second runner-ups are also very much into the lime light...

today's paper one and two was OK but the Chinese compo was difficult...in fact all the compos were difficult...but letter writing was OK...

i just don't know...i have been feeling very down nowadays even if i look and sound OK on the surface...many things happened...family problem..school problems..money problems...study problems...IT IS TOTALLY DRIVING ME INSANE!!i really don't know how much longer i can last before crumbling down like a old building...i don't know when will i fall into the clutches of depression...why everybody is treating me this way??did i do something wrong??i just merely wanted them to notice me..not ignore me...they did not realized that before any of these things happened, have they never actually paid attention to whatever i had to say or give the slightest concern whether or not i m feeling left out...unfortunately, none of these things actually came into their minds....but what disappointed me most were my parents...i...they...never mind...i will be stopping here now...update the next time when i m free...

oh...S.N changed her password...