oh well...

HARDEY IS NOW THE OFFICIAL SINGAPORE IDOL 2!! not very surprising but what the heck...he still won the competition so well done hardey!!as for Johnathon,don't be to disappointed...second runner-ups are also very much into the lime light...

today's paper one and two was OK but the Chinese compo was difficult...in fact all the compos were difficult...but letter writing was OK...

i just don't know...i have been feeling very down nowadays even if i look and sound OK on the surface...many things happened...family problem..school problems..money problems...study problems...IT IS TOTALLY DRIVING ME INSANE!!i really don't know how much longer i can last before crumbling down like a old building...i don't know when will i fall into the clutches of depression...why everybody is treating me this way??did i do something wrong??i just merely wanted them to notice me..not ignore me...they did not realized that before any of these things happened, have they never actually paid attention to whatever i had to say or give the slightest concern whether or not i m feeling left out...unfortunately, none of these things actually came into their minds....but what disappointed me most were my parents...i...they...never mind...i will be stopping here now...update the next time when i m free...

oh...S.N changed her password...

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it has been exactly 6 days before i blog but dun blame me cause I'm SUPER busy...so many remedial lessons and tutions to go...not forgetting ballet,it have been nothing but sweat that is omitting from my body...even my maid have been complaining at the number of clothes she have to wash nowadays...

frankly speaking,i dun really like this maid of mine...although she is just a few years older than me, she act very immaturely and expects me to play along with her..which is like...WAT THE??u think i have so much time to play with u??not only that,she is extremely rude to my grandmother and would talk back whenever she gets the chance to..this totally ANNOYS me because they are really old people but still have to bullied by some 20 year old girl that they PAY to live at our house..although she does do our chores....but we do not PAY her to bully my grandparents u know...

to news reporters that have been always reporting about maids being ill treated, it is high time they write something like 'old grandparents get bullied by maid,kids did not know', or 'old couple is left alone with horrible maid and caused them misery' ..this issue should seriously be brought up..they cant continue to torture our parents and grandparents..someday they will crawl over your head...so to those people out there who hires a maid to look after your elderly parents, please..check out for any signs of mistreatment...most of the time this elders do not tell us because they don't want to add a burden to us so it is time for us to take initiative and not let our poor parents (or grandparents) suffer under the hands of these beastly creatures..*oops* too hard...no...i should it this way...try to find a peaceful way of sorting things out...like trying to talk to your maid to understand things better or just simply change a new one!it is worth it to waste that little bit of money if it was to save your parents(grandparents) from their evil clutches...lol....

*above theory is for yours truly and it is strictly my personal opinion with no other references so please do not think that I'm discriminating....thank you...=)

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heyheyhey...it has been a long time since i blogged...kinda busy these days...ok..lets start...i was reading this Chinese book that my aunt gave to me when i was in primary school(which i totally refused to read until now cause i thought there were too much words)when i came upon a sentence which wrote<<在你寻寻觅觅的在寻找答案时，找着找着你就会望了你自己在找什么>>...although i have to admit that this sentence is quite nice but WTH!? this is suppose to be a primary school book u noe??do writers nowadays think that child are so well catered for that they would develop a super high IQ to understand that??even i at my age now do not really understand yet alone a primary school kid...stupid right??well enough of that...now lets move the target to school...

today at cg, louis spent a total of one and a half hours inspiring us with MAGNIFICANT speech...and im not kidding...it might sound weird but wat the heck...he was SO good....really...cause he asked us to play some game where u write ur name on the paper then the people in your section have to write one good comment and one bad comment abt u...then u have to say out one comment that u feel that it was most true and one you think is not true...*i did recieve many very touching comments which i feel very happy and comforted*....

when it is my turn,i said that it was true that i m naggy to my juniors cause they just refuse to listen and what is false is that im nice...sounds weird right??so louis just continued to asking me.."so what do u think u can do to be nicer?" and i went "cause i dun wanna be nice...it doesn't pay to be nice"OMG!!!i can't believe the fact that i actually said that in front of everybody...it just came out of my mouth just like that...and what suprised me the most is louis AGREED with me and went on to the topic of how we should treat someone ten times better when he/she does that to you and be twice as nasty if the person had been to you...HOW COOL IS THAT???oh man...Louis,u are officially my idol now...haha...ok den...i will be stopping here....update soon!

1 min of silence

i know this is a bit late but please observe a min of silence 4 the loss of our one and only crocodile hunter steve irwin....i was so shocked and overwhelmed by his death that i was feeling disturbed for that whole day...it was a real pity...but the ironic thing is that he wasn't killed by a croc but by a stingray...it is just so sad...he was such an enthusiastic guy...n funny too...he was such a hero and yet he is destined to die an early death...why is life always so unfair??why dun the criminals in jail die or the terrorist that threatens our lives die yet it must be the good,the famous who die??sigh....

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actually wanted post yesterday but when i typed half way, the computer jammed and the window shut down so there you are, i lost my long and precious post...although i cannot really remember what i actually posted yesterday due to my lack of sleep, I'm sure it was mostly about teachers' day...about Zul singing by Michael Buble...it totally ROCKED the hall...the teachers were totally laughing their heads off...although i don't really know the actually reason but I'm sure that Zul had been really successful in entertaining them which earned him a thumps up...haha...Zul...don't need to care about people making fun of you because you were great...and have confident in yourself...don't need to bother about those people who don't even have the courage to step on stage yet want to make fun of people...and hafizan...although i have to say your pitch did went off but don't worry...you chose the right song...everybody agreed when u sang the part "i wanna go home"...haha...lol....but anyway i know that that was not your best so don't give up and continue singing OK??cause remember something...you rock....

haha...ok...thats enough about yesterday's thingys...lets talk about today...today went to botanical gardens in the morning for a walk and something really freaked me out...i saw how a spider kill its prey LIVE...so quick and gross, i don't even want to talk about it now...then in the afternoon,i went for ballet....the teacher was so funny when she started to call me snow white for being so "white"...seriously...does she calls everybody "white" snow white??haha...but i don't mind cause everybody was laughing so i think it was OK...at least it entertained everyone after a long and tiring class....today's class was a success but i think i went abit overboard with the way i carried myself today...i was super crazy...